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mitanarchist in outsideinn

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Mar 26, 2007 20:44

Lapsed anarchist is in the Inn, reading a book.

He only looks innocent.

Really.

haruno sakura, tom collins, april dorian

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fallen_april March 27 2007, 02:04:21 UTC

Junkie artist is downstairs, curled up in a big smooshy chair and staring at the fire.

She's feeling somewhat better. Physically, at least.

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:00:49 UTC

"Maybe you think you can fix me. I don't know."

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:01:54 UTC

"I know perfectly well that I can't fix someone." God knows that had been a hard lesson for him and Mark to learn.

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:13:58 UTC

She shrugs and rests her chin on her knees.

She's not going to keep going. Even if she knows it's true, she knows he'll get cranky if she doesn't shut up.

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:16:30 UTC

"April, girl, I love you like my own sister," he says, quiet but with steel in his voice, "and because I love you, I am not going to listen to your pity-party anymore. Yeah, you fucked up. You got AIDS. You killed yourself. You slept with someone to get smack. Big. Fucking. Deal. How long are you gonna keep proving your old man right so you have an excuse to feel like shit?"

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:19:54 UTC

April curls up a little tighter and clenches her jaw. "Shut up."

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:21:02 UTC

Eyeroll. "When've you ever known me to do that?"

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:24:26 UTC

"Just shut up and leave me alone."

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:27:09 UTC

"Whether I'm here, or whether I'm gone, doesn't change the truth of what I've said." Harsh, yes. Unkind, a bit.

Needed? Oh yeah.

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:32:21 UTC

She's shaking a bit. Maybe she's just trembling, maybe she's crying. "I don't... I want to believe it. I do. I just... I can't. I can't."

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:33:11 UTC

"You won't."

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:42:31 UTC

"I'm fucking trying!" She's almost angry. "You know how fucking hard it is to change your view of yourself? I'm trying."

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:43:46 UTC

He just looks at her.

Not saying a single word.

fallen_april March 27 2007, 03:51:44 UTC

"I'm trying, Tom," she says, rather pitifully.

She honestly can't find anything worthwhile about herself. That's hard.

mitanarchist March 27 2007, 03:54:12 UTC

"Constantly feelin' sorry for yourself isn't a good way to try," he says softly.

fallen_april March 27 2007, 04:16:40 UTC

"I don't... I don't know how to stop," she whispers. "I mean... I figure it's probably focusing on the good things, but I can't think of anything good."

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