last night at work i got pissed off, i was told by a manager to use sub-standard product for a dessert just bc he didn't want to take itoff the specials list and wanted us to short other tables, now ppl are paying $12 for a bananas foster tableside dessert and 2 bananas and a scoop of ice cream is alot of cost for small amount of product, well me ( Read more... )

i went w/ deana to a concert on saturday, we got to talk for a while afterwards, so things r good again and we're good friends again, was nice to sit and talk and work things through w/o argueing, the concert wasn't that great but i was there for the person not the music :) so all is good again

this past week and a half or so has been very odd, haven't really been myself and i don'tknow why

i am under too much stress right now to deal w/ all this, i just want to b treated w/ respect and honesty, is that really so much to ask

well i feel very disrespected tonight, she had to have her friend tell me things and couldn't do it herself, tell me yourself if you mean those things, if you don't want to see me tuesday just tell me don't disrspect me by having a third party tell me how you are feeling, i show you enough respect to tell you things, so if what ur friend told me is ( Read more... )

i am confused as to what i should do now................. how could i make her first valentines day perfect one week then only days later she left me..... very confusing, could i just b missing the last piece of the puzzle? or could it be something else.........

Well i been seeing a great girl this last month or so, since i left the kittie board and changed my taste in music i have had less drama and lost a deal of fair-weather friends , sounbds bad but its a good thing bc i don't need fake friends, anyway things have improved alot as of late and i got really lucky when my new gf deana n me started dating

y is it so hard to forget and move on from the first person u ever loved.....?

y does it feel like i should have never......... i ruined being truely happy .........

i dunno who or what...... how can i get over her?

acting like i am over it n nothing bothers me seems to hurt more.....

wow......... i was talkin to my friend and i realized something about myself i never thought about before....... i figured this out about myself that i guess i just couldn't admit to myself till i said it w/o thinking ( Read more... )

so its been a while since i posted on here, i just broke up w/ mt gf the other day, closer to a week ago but still, my one friend who i like lives only an hour away so i gotta c her soon, n yes i am getting u a gift for ur b-day n christmas, so yeah things r doin pretty good now after a week of fucking drama, so thats about it for now.... later