I PICK THE WORST FUCKING TIMES TO CHECK MY FLIST

[ourfirstloves]

So I spend 3 months held up alone, playing The Sims 2 and being depressed, and I FINALLY GET AROUND TO CHECKING MY FLIST AND THIS HAPPENS.

I'm crying. This is the first time I've cried in awhile. I AM WAY TO OVER INVESTED IN THIS CRAP.

(bawwwww no more spencer/ryan bff fic to cheer me up bawwwwww ;___; )

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i haven't written spontaneous comment fic in ages WHAT THE SHIT.

[justhush]

MAYBE THEY REALIZE HOW MUCH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER WHEN THEY'RE APART?

like, all this time, spencer has been thinking he's pretty independent. when the band started, he needed ryan and ryan needed him, but they've grown up now. this split is for the best, musically, and even though Spencer knows he's going to miss Ryan, he doesn't need ryan all the time. He can stand to see him less; they'll just call each other every once and a while, and everything will be fine.

except then Bden and Spencer go on tour. spencer pretty abruptly realizes it's not fine! he misses ryan's stupid sarcastic faces and his eye rolls and his timid smiles. on the phone yesterday he couldn't place ryan's expression from the tone of his voice, and spencer is seriously freaking out! his is independent, damnit

[xolunchbox]

:((((