My cell phone has been turned off. Which is a shitty end to an only somewhat shitty day. My mom apologized for bitching at me about college, I accepted. I think I am taking too much to heart lately. I'm going to party on Friday, but probably not... I've got to be home by 2... which means no drinking, so I'll get there... watch a bunch of drunk ( Read more... )

All of this me being depressed bullshit is over for a while now. I'm sitting here listening to Bob Marley, smiling... watching TV. I've done all of my homework for the night. I went to Stevi Bs earlier, it was fantastic. I enjoy seeing people and being happy. Kids from the ages of 6-14 freak me out. I geuss I need to start thinking about ( Read more... )

This week has been... So far so good! I've realized that I'm going to have to stop screwing around and actually start DOING my Homework. I need to be more socialable(sp?) as well... I've realized, with the help of others that I am still very shy. I thought that I had gotten over that. I now understand that it usually takes me quite a while to ( Read more... )

--- Well I had a huge, deep statement written here... but then I realized that it was a bit, too personal. I'm changing is all I'll say about it. It'll be a good change... I hope. I've lost my phone... and I can't find it. It is dead. Goodbye.

I'm feeling pretty bad right now, Headache that wont quit and I've felt light-headed all morning. Obviously I'm not at school as I should be. I tried coming home and sleeping for a while, but that never works. I suck at sleeping. This Tsunami thing really sucks, almost 200,000 have died. I feel bad for them. Life has been really fucked up ( Read more... )

Today was... Shitty to say the least. First off.. I woke up with a headache. I got to school too early, so I sat in the parking lot with my headache. First Period: Super boring, I got yelled at. Second Period: Mrs. Webb.. alright, took notes... I need paper. Third Period: Mrs. Bates, my only good period today. Fourth: Lunch.. alright, ( Read more... )

School has started back up once again, and as expected everything is very much the same. I'm talking with Chad about prom on the phone... He wants to go ahead and get the limo... for 5 guys and dates. I should start saving at some point, But that is OK. I've never ever saved for anything before. I think this will be worth it though.... It'll ( Read more... )

I've been in such a grim mood all day. I feel like all I can talk/think about is myself. I realized that I have accomplished nothing these past two weeks, and I am OK with that. I want to take a Hardcore road trip this summer. I want to have some real meaning to my life. Give me something to live for. Whoo, that came out wrong... Oh well. I ( Read more... )

I'm getting by with a little help from my friends... I am so pissed off at my computer right now... It will normally connect with my phone fine, no problems... but now the stupid little bluetooth thing wont recognize that it is even in my computer. I hate technology! I cant find anything in my room... I am out of socks. I havent played bass in ( Read more... )

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