let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 9 2009, 04:51:06 UTC
It hurts and he knows it does- but both of them are too proud to ever admit it.
Edmund wipes the blood from his nose onto the sleeve of his blazer- oh, bother his clothes. They're already ripped anyways. But his nose isn't broken at least, as far as small mercies go.
His brother isn't talking- he's too busy being surly and honestly? Ed's sick of it. That's the third fight he's started this week- and the boys don't exactly play fair. Five on one, and it's the least he can do when he jumps in.
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 9 2009, 05:39:28 UTC
"I had it sorted." This is his customary reply and it will be the same way, likely, for a very, very long time. How long has it been since they tumbled out of that thrice blasted wardrobe? How long has it been since he felt the familiar weight of a crown of gold on his head and the heft of a blade, its hilt clutched in his fingers? It isn't fair, and those boys?
Those boysHe was once like them, if nicer, and that is a statement made of no ego, only the truth. Maybe he was kinder before, but he isn't sure of that either. His hair is in an awful mess, and bruises are forming where he was grabbed and kicked, punched, and shoved against uncomfortable corners. It hurts to be this young again
( ... )
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 9 2009, 05:44:39 UTC
But you didn't have it sorted, did you? He doesn't mind the lack of thanks as much as he should- it's his duty to jump into Peter's fights, as much as it is Peter's duty to pretend he never needed help. An unspoken rule of brothers, and more so for kings.
"What did he do this time, Peter?" is all he asks, then. And Ed, too, feels the unfairness and the bitterness of being this young. He isn't as strong as he remembers being, isn't as sure of himself.
Peter starts these fights. Ed never does. He just gives them their just desserts.
There's a nasty bruise on his cheek that's starting to mottle against his pale skin. Lovely. Ed gives a sigh- if he's fighting like this, he deserves to know exactly why he's fighting, doesn't he?
But he doesn't know. It's just mindless violence, and he hates it.
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 9 2009, 06:52:12 UTC
"I don't want to talk about it," he replies shortly. It wasn't his fault. They always start it. Those other people. Those other boys. Those...
He hasn't got the word for it. What slander he does know doesn't seem to cut it.
He does however turn to appraise his brother's marks, the bruise on his cheek, and so on. Because Ed always joins in to help, he does not get beaten on quite as much, usually, for which Peter is secretly grateful beyond words, but the fact that he gets hurt at all is shame enough for the blond who would wring his hands if he was the sort to wring his hands, but he isn't
( ... )
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 9 2009, 07:02:17 UTC
"I'm fine." he says, just as shortly, turning his face away from Peter's scrutiny. They've had this conversation before- Peter would always try to keep him from jumping in, but really. What kind of brother would he be if he didn't?
They've stood side by side on countless battlefields. This one is just different.
The train screeches to a stop before Ed nudges his brother. "Well, come on then." and they grab their bags and head onto the train, in the middle of a sea of navy and red and yellow bedecked boys.
And they bump him. Quite a number of times. But he doesn't rise- because it's not worth it. They're not worth it.
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 9 2009, 09:05:28 UTC
The train is not as terrible as the underground itself, and nothing is as bad as the school when they arrive, walking through those long corridors, in which people do bump, more than once, more than twice, more than three times. He tries to hold his tongue because he has already gotten his brother in trouble today and does he really want to add another tally to the stone? No. Peter would rather not.
"Watch it!" says one boy, a boy Peter knows by face but not by name. Their names mean nothing to him and his eyes say as much, even if he stands a good couple of inches shorter than the well pressed peer.
"I was," Peter replies, because he has to. He has to. They don't know who he is, what he is, all that they have seen. How dare they, he often wonders, but he knows why before the wondering is begun or ended. Edmund knows too, and Peter knows that he knows. All this knowing
( ... )
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 9 2009, 20:54:58 UTC
"Looks like you got beaten up pretty bad, Pevensie." the other boy called, admist sniggers, and Ed gives Peter a warning glance. They're trying to get to you. And it's true- they have to be better than that. Because it's the only thing that they have left. "Obviously not enough to knock the sense back into you." oh, please. Ed is tempted to roll his eyes. If this is the best they've got, then he could laugh all the way back to their room if he wanted to
( ... )
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 9 2009, 21:07:54 UTC
Peter also notices that a few of the more bored students are still following them and he falls back a little, just enough so that he walks one step or so behind Edmund. He would rather be the first to parry or duck under a fist in this case, and sneaking up from behind is just low, but that's how it is here. They should be used to it, but Peter already knows: he never will be.
"Don't look back at them," he says to his brother, and his voice is only loud enough for Ed to hear.
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 9 2009, 23:07:53 UTC
Edmund gives a nod and keeps walking- although he doesn't approve of Peter being behind him, and he knows what his older brother's trying to do. But still, he listens and does what he's told, carrying on as if nothing were really happening.
With luck they would make it to their rooms without a fight. But Ed was doubting it.
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 9 2009, 23:53:38 UTC
Ed's doubt must mean something, as does the hair raising on the back of Peter's neck before a hand grabs his shoulder, and then another to his other, sending him at the nearest wall. What baggage he was carrying falls to the ground and everything is such a mess already. His head connects with the wall and he mutters something before pushing back.
How can he just walk away from this?
"Go to the room," he orders, with little hope of Edmund actually listening, but he tries one other thing, a guilt trip maybe. "Lucy would be glad to see one of us looking decent this weekend."
Then he punches one of the other boys and if things were a mess before, they're bordering on chaotic now. What is it about boys who don't know where to put their sadness and anger? Their jealousy and their inadequacy? What is it?
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 10 2009, 02:00:37 UTC
Ed's prompt response is to shoot Peter a look that clearly states: are you mad? He isn't going anywhere, and Peter knows it. Brothers stick together and all of that. And the guilt trip only works for a split second until Edmund rationalizes that they really did start it, this time, at least.
Ever the pragmatist, Ed wastes no time jumping into the fray. But it's not something he's used to- there's no order, no rules, no chivalry. Chaos and disorder and everything's a mess. There are probably going to be bruises aplenty on both of them.
The Just glares as he's shoved against a wall roughly, pinned until he kicks the boy off of him, panting. Again, he's not as strong as he remembers being, as he used to be- in a golden age of kings and queens where nobody would ever dare act like this to them.
let's conspire to igniteoshutupJanuary 10 2009, 10:07:44 UTC
When it's all over, or almost over, they manage to escape without an adult finding them...so-called adults. Peter tries not to think about how he was once grown up, or sort of grown-up; he tries not to think about who he is somewhere else and who he will never be here, not even a little. In the end the Pevensie brothers are more trouble than they are worth for a first day back and the others scatter, leaving them to pick up their things and head for their room.
Upon reaching it, Peter gestures for Ed to go in first and then he glances over his shoulder. No one is there. Fortunate, that.
"I told you to go," he says when he closes the door, and he looks as tired as he feels.
let's conspire to ignitewinterskingJanuary 10 2009, 21:02:28 UTC
He can't say that he isn't relieved when the boys hear impending footsteps and decide to scatter, but not without a look that clearly says: this isn't over. And Edmund doesn't expect it to be- it's only the first day back, after all. They've got three terms of this incredible fun left.
To his credit, he only winces once as he picks up his own bags- they were lucky that they hadn't opened during their brawl. He gives a sort of head gesture for Peter to close the door.
"You can't get rid of me that easily and you know it." is his simple reply, far too cross with the events of their first day so it comes out as somewhat short. "Besides. Five against one's hardly fair."
Of course he, the Just king would worry about what was fair and what was not- but the rules were different here. Now if only he could accept that for himself.
Edmund wipes the blood from his nose onto the sleeve of his blazer- oh, bother his clothes. They're already ripped anyways. But his nose isn't broken at least, as far as small mercies go.
His brother isn't talking- he's too busy being surly and honestly? Ed's sick of it. That's the third fight he's started this week- and the boys don't exactly play fair. Five on one, and it's the least he can do when he jumps in.
"A simple thank you would suffice, you know."
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Those boysHe was once like them, if nicer, and that is a statement made of no ego, only the truth. Maybe he was kinder before, but he isn't sure of that either. His hair is in an awful mess, and bruises are forming where he was grabbed and kicked, punched, and shoved against uncomfortable corners. It hurts to be this young again ( ... )
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"What did he do this time, Peter?" is all he asks, then. And Ed, too, feels the unfairness and the bitterness of being this young. He isn't as strong as he remembers being, isn't as sure of himself.
Peter starts these fights. Ed never does. He just gives them their just desserts.
There's a nasty bruise on his cheek that's starting to mottle against his pale skin. Lovely. Ed gives a sigh- if he's fighting like this, he deserves to know exactly why he's fighting, doesn't he?
But he doesn't know. It's just mindless violence, and he hates it.
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He hasn't got the word for it. What slander he does know doesn't seem to cut it.
He does however turn to appraise his brother's marks, the bruise on his cheek, and so on. Because Ed always joins in to help, he does not get beaten on quite as much, usually, for which Peter is secretly grateful beyond words, but the fact that he gets hurt at all is shame enough for the blond who would wring his hands if he was the sort to wring his hands, but he isn't ( ... )
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They've stood side by side on countless battlefields. This one is just different.
The train screeches to a stop before Ed nudges his brother. "Well, come on then." and they grab their bags and head onto the train, in the middle of a sea of navy and red and yellow bedecked boys.
And they bump him. Quite a number of times. But he doesn't rise- because it's not worth it. They're not worth it.
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"Watch it!" says one boy, a boy Peter knows by face but not by name. Their names mean nothing to him and his eyes say as much, even if he stands a good couple of inches shorter than the well pressed peer.
"I was," Peter replies, because he has to. He has to. They don't know who he is, what he is, all that they have seen. How dare they, he often wonders, but he knows why before the wondering is begun or ended. Edmund knows too, and Peter knows that he knows. All this knowing ( ... )
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"Don't look back at them," he says to his brother, and his voice is only loud enough for Ed to hear.
No one else would listen anyway.
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With luck they would make it to their rooms without a fight. But Ed was doubting it.
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How can he just walk away from this?
"Go to the room," he orders, with little hope of Edmund actually listening, but he tries one other thing, a guilt trip maybe. "Lucy would be glad to see one of us looking decent this weekend."
Then he punches one of the other boys and if things were a mess before, they're bordering on chaotic now. What is it about boys who don't know where to put their sadness and anger? Their jealousy and their inadequacy? What is it?
Once he was sure he knew.
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Ever the pragmatist, Ed wastes no time jumping into the fray. But it's not something he's used to- there's no order, no rules, no chivalry. Chaos and disorder and everything's a mess. There are probably going to be bruises aplenty on both of them.
The Just glares as he's shoved against a wall roughly, pinned until he kicks the boy off of him, panting. Again, he's not as strong as he remembers being, as he used to be- in a golden age of kings and queens where nobody would ever dare act like this to them.
But that time is a world away.
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Upon reaching it, Peter gestures for Ed to go in first and then he glances over his shoulder. No one is there. Fortunate, that.
"I told you to go," he says when he closes the door, and he looks as tired as he feels.
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To his credit, he only winces once as he picks up his own bags- they were lucky that they hadn't opened during their brawl. He gives a sort of head gesture for Peter to close the door.
"You can't get rid of me that easily and you know it." is his simple reply, far too cross with the events of their first day so it comes out as somewhat short. "Besides. Five against one's hardly fair."
Of course he, the Just king would worry about what was fair and what was not- but the rules were different here. Now if only he could accept that for himself.
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