Gutterflower
“I was 16 when I stood on top of the world, and since then, I lost myself falling down.”
‘They’ say a lot. They say that everyone has a price. That dreams never die. That it’s lonely at the top. That there’s no gain without pain. They say a lot of shit and the words mean nothing when you’re staring down the barrel of a gun.
“Don’t you have anyone to call?”
“No. There’s no one I know that I could. I lost my friends when I lost myself.”
“I don’t know… I just realized that I can’t recognize myself in the mirror, that I don’t know what’s happening anymore. That I don’t know who I am. Who I’ve become. What do you do when you’ve got nothing to hang on to?”
“You build something.”
“It’s lonely where I am.”
“Sometimes I think it would be better if I could loose myself entirely. That Youngwoong Jaejoong is better off dead and gone, washed away in alcohol and drugs.”
“Then let him die. Just be Jaejoong.”
‘They’ say a lot. They say that everyone has a price. That dreams never die. That it’s lonely at the top. That there’s no gain without pain. They say a lot of shit and the words mean nothing when you’re staring down the barrel of a gun.
“Don’t you have anyone to call?”
“No. There’s no one I know that I could. I lost my friends when I lost myself.”
“I don’t know… I just realized that I can’t recognize myself in the mirror, that I don’t know what’s happening anymore. That I don’t know who I am. Who I’ve become. What do you do when you’ve got nothing to hang on to?”
“You build something.”
“It’s lonely where I am.”
“Sometimes I think it would be better if I could loose myself entirely. That Youngwoong Jaejoong is better off dead and gone, washed away in alcohol and drugs.”
“Then let him die. Just be Jaejoong.”