wanted: someone to tell me what to think. because i just don't know anymore.

i'm not sure, but i think i can hear thunder too.

last night, things were how they should be.

not today.

i haven't the energy for a fight. i'll step aside. i wouldn't say gladly, but it's better than disappointment [again].

still, i shouldn't expect this to be easy. none of it ever is.

can i have last night back? please?

i know it's superficial, but i feel liberated. free.

i also feel somewhat like sigourney weaver in alien3.

welcome to the new world order ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? opened a record store.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i never make them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no.

4. Did anyone close to you die? too many fucking people.

5. What countries did you visit? none

6. What would you like ( Read more... )

strange times ahead.

oh yes indeedy.

i have a typewriter. on it is written 'built in the british empire'. it is old. it doesn't have a '1' or a '0'. presumably, these didn't exist back when this typewriter was made. it doesn't have an 'f' either, but that isn't by design ( Read more... )

no offence.

i don't know why i'm so cranky today.

i don't know why i'm updating livejournal. what, am i 17 again?