I wonder if I'm finally starting to wake up?

[ophidus_rex]

So, last night I had a realization. I was over a David’s house and I got to speak with his father. Now, his dad is what you’d call a sage. Whatever do I mean?

He can show you certain truths.

So, I got angry at Havana and then I realized that the person who was making me angry was me. Sure, what she did might have been wrong, but it was me who

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[valentine_candy]

My favorite entries have always been the most deepest and most personal ones, not because I'm nosy but because they contain so much truth. We do often fall prey to our natural instinct to become disappointed, to become sad, to become angry ... we often lose sight that we CAN control the flow of our thoughts. Mind over matter. I often realize that I get angry and frustrated at very minute things; I waste energy letting my emotions flow out in such a way. It is not external events that affect our emotions but our thoughts about said events. It is such a hard path, I have learned, to control emotions ... the simplest truths are seldom the easiest. But it has obviously worked. :) You are absolutely correct: we ARE our own bad guys. It is so important to balance ourselves and that is something we have to do for ourselves. No one and nothing else can do it for us.