Both can be found at my lj. (mods, I could use tags for ats and/or ats post-series, and illyria/spike; or vice-versa, if these are possible.
Here for Learning Who Not To Be
http://kerkevik-2014.livejournal.com/78515.html and here for Mood Indigo
http://kerkevik-2014.livejournal.com/78666.html Goddess watch over us all,
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