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[oomissyoo]

Its weird how you think you know someone soooo well and they end up being someone totally different. Today I found out something that just put me in shock. Can't actually put my finger on how I am feeling about this whole situation. Upset, disappointed, pissed off...i really dont know? But it just bothers me how we would talk about this stuff all

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[shrtcake]

im sorry for whatever is going on.. sometimes life just takes an unexpected turn, and theres nothing to do about it. if you need to talk, im always here for you though! i love ya!

[oomissyoo]

Well what i found out didnt make my life take an unexpected turn. I was just shocked to hear about something and kind of caught me off guard. If anything i am upset that my friends didnt feel i should know about it and made it a plan not to tell me, that is what kind of upsetted me. But if my life has taken a turn then it has definitely turned in the best way possible, i really couldnt be any happier right now.

[truplaya]

I really don't understand why you are mad at this. there is no reason to and you definately have no reason either. frankly i wasn't covering for anyone, him or you. i mean why do you care so much what choices he made. just like he wouldn't care about the choices you have made, which i also have no plans on sharing with him. this whole thing is gay, and if you chose to fight about it, then i guess that is your decision, so if you feel it necessary to be friends agian and not fight about something so unbelievably stupid, then let me know.

[oomissyoo]

I am not mad at alllll. I just dont understand why you felt i shouldnt know? I mean i see it as you being "my best friend", your suppost to be able to tell me everything. That is what upsetted me, the fact that you felt I shouldnt know. But I wasnt mad at what he chose to do..those are his decisions, I cant control them and to tell you the truth i could care less about what he does now. I was just shocked to hear that he did it again, he went on and on and on about how he would never ever do it again when we were together, and then come to find out he did? No big deal though. And i know it may not be my business and all, like you said, but i am sure you would want to know something about steven if you two broke up and i would definitely not keep it from you because you are my best friend and i tell you everything there is to be told. So anyway..i am not mad..i love you and i think that these lil arguments we keep getting into are just stupid and we need to look past them. Of course i want to be your friend...you are my bestest friend

[truplaya]

Ohhhh I dunno how old this is but I just got to read it and it means a lot. i don't know if this still applys to how you feel towards me now, but it does me a lot to me. i love you!