I really like stuff that has to do with vampires and demons and stuff.....i just love the idea of vamapires........here is a story of one view of vampires that i have.....
( Click here to read the story....i didnt want to fill your page with this stuff...and i havent done a cut in a long time )

I was watching a movie and realized something about life....i've thought about it but not as straight forward as i just have.....ok here it is.....people percieve stuff a certain way....they do that because of the environment they are in and the things they experience....and after a while the way they percieve stuff becomes automatic...even after ( Read more... )

Darrell Abbott......guitarist for Pantera and Damageplan was shot and killed on stage in a clug in ohio on Wed. the 8th ( Read more... )

damn...........i'm hella bored...........i've called like everyone i know in my area and none of them want to do anything...........and there is no one online right now........damn i need more friends......i'm definately not very social......i always think that i gotta do something, or be another kinda person to have more friends and stuff....... ( Read more... )

its weird how things you read can make you feel like complete crap......then months going by and then reading it again and the same feeling come back and make you feel like crap again.....i wonder why that is.......you think you move past something but you never really do.....things just get hidden and there are certain things that bring them out

The concert was awesome........i was surprised at how well the first band was.....they are called "children of bodem"........i dont like the vocals.......but the singer is also the lead guitarist and he shreds....its was awesome.....the other bands were awesome also......i was going to go into the mosh pit like i usually do........but it was a ( Read more... )

I am really excited.......i am going to a concert in San Fran on friday....and spending the weekend with my best friend.........i think its gonna be lots of fun....all i gotta do till then is make it through one more day of classes then a half a day of work.........and i am not sure what i'm gonna be for halloween........ok.......i'm gonna watch tv

ok.........so there is this person that i shall not name......anyway the last time i talked to this person i guess i said something to upset this person.....i dont beleive i did and i sent a e-mail to this person appologizing if i upset this person.........i havent talked to this person since........i really feel like this person is closed minded ( Read more... )

for some reason i always revert back to spending most of my free time alone in my room thinking about everything................damnit!.............just when you think things are getting good they turn around on you.........

That dream really messed me up..........i dont know why i would have a dream like that...........like i said .......it describes things in me i didnt take seriously.........it really really sucks........

Ok......now back to homework