CNN, four-fifteen in the morning.

[ooeeoo]

I dwell on apocalypse. I don't really understand why, because I love life. I dwell on apocalypse while I love life, like when I was in kindergarten and thought worrying about my mother all day would keep her safe and coming back for me when school let out, like when I was in high school and thought worrying all day would keep her from opening my

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[spillingvelvet]

ME TOO! i was always too stupid to, oh, i don't know, KEEP THEM WITH ME. she found them a few times, and i always talked my way out of it. the last time i went home, i had some in my purse, and i was wracked with fear that she would look inside my secret pocket at the bottom of my bag. *headshake*

[ihave_themoon]

i have to tell my brother all the time that worry isnt something you can put time into and see results, its not a treadmill. :-/

[downtheavenue]

how did you get cigarettes in high school?

[ooeeoo]

Older friends and lazy convenience store clerks. It used to be easier, now there are Programs about that kind of thing.