Distressed, morose, melancholy, woebegone, grim

[onthelever]

I am completely despondent tonight, for so many reasons. I hate getting into these little ruts where everything seems hopeless and terrifying and I can't bear any of it. I want to go to sleep tonight and wake up in the morning in a different body and living a different life. I want to be able to be happy with what I have, instead of seeing only

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[slythrnsecret22]

You're not the only one....I have those mood swings alot. ::gives you hugs and cookies:: You'll be fine.

[cherany]

:(

[spacetiger]

Oh no! This is because of what I said, isn't it. :(

I'm sorry, Foffy! I guess it just shows that what we see on the outside isn't entirely representative of what the person is actually going through. I'm sorry. You know, it's not too late to make your way to a life that you're happy and satisfied with. You're only 21.

[onthelever]

No, it's not what you said. I was already feeling like that before we started chatting last night. And you're right, I'm only 21, I have tons of time to work to the life I really want, and that's what I keep telling myself.

[laura_rants]

I know what you mean. I've had days, even weeks like that where you just want to be somewhere/one else. It's hard because you look at everything and think "why can't I be that" or "why can't I have that". The things that seem to work for me are either meditating, putting on some good music or completely drowning out the feelings with video games, HP books/movies, anime, anything else of the sort.

[your_downfall]

You completely summed up how I'm feeling right now as well...