happy birthday j-money<3
i loveeee you broo! SO MUCH gangsturr!

and..
happy birthday :(
i love you too, but you won't read this or know

i seem to have forgotten that there is no one special around here for me..... but that's okay. the etchings layout went well :) it was a lot of fun and im excited to see how it comes out.. that day moinch came over and we fought and then we went out with soem people. (frankie and sara and woody and josh) we had fun but i am fat and it hurts people ( Read more... )

♥
"Spring Break #2"

above all i need sleep and someone special to spend my time with.......

the signature thing
(that used to bring a following)
i'm having trouble now
even remembering
so why did i kiss him so hard
late last friday night
i keep on letting him
change my mind plan
i might be sick in the head
i need to be bled dry to quit
or i just really used to love him
..i sure hope thats it

- f.a.

what's gooddddddddddd lj?lately everything i have felt has been more intense than i can ever remember feeling things before. i love fully, i lose even more.. the weather has me crazy. it's like everything is in love but i am alone. but i dont mind being alone, because i am learning to stand up on my own feet again. you know, i understand that it's ( Read more... )

my head is in a lot of places right now and lately. but mostly nowhere. and that is significant. i can't tell you why, but it is. each day i grow and learn from new , and yet by night i am entirely ..nowhere again. it is a beautiful thing.. because its not exactly nowhere. it is everywhere at once, but not in a crazy hectic sort of way. i'd love to ( Read more... )

I've been in a really good mood for like... 2 weeks. I don't know what this can be coming from other than the fact that I love all my friends... I'm sure they don't even realize. Even the most casual acquantaince has such an impact on my mood. Everyone is just awesome.. Like it's weird. I'm falling in love with everything. Every change. Every ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dreams last night and then i woke up and had breakfast with two of my bestfriends.. we watched through the windows as my stepbrothers made a snowman and it was so cute, even though it came out a chodeman .. we played 007 nightfire all morning and now i'm listening to a spring quartet tribute to muse and of course cleaning. i'm ( Read more... )

( elliptical narrative by ee cummings )

                      smoothies

quantitative
ounces (fl. oz.)
methodical mixing
blending -
and what,
this hand on my waist

mathematical,,,
logical
mentalpuzzlepieces
inter         locking            fingers ;

memoirs explode
their flames lick across pages
voiding The She-Devil's paperwork
contracts of soul
delegation of heart
feverish with warm as it ( Read more... )