I am sooooooooooooo tired. I simply cannot get enough sleep. The week before last I was up early and didn't go to be until very late because of christmas shopping. Last week I didnt get much sleep because Madison was here and she was up very early and suprisingly stayed up very late. Now my mother is sick again so shes up all night, and she is ( Read more... )

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So the tree is up and dressed. Lights are lit up. The fireplace should be working soon. Its just a matter of time until everyone decends on us. I so dislike these little family reunions. I really would prefer to not see one half of my family and honestly the other half is going to make the house very very crowded. Since the baby is going to be here ( Read more... )

Today was supposed to be a good day and it turned into a nightmare. I absolutely hate living this way. From one moment to the next I have to wonder what's going to set someone off. Today its cabinet space. Tomorrow its late mail. This is insane, and the worst part is that the day starts off so well. Then it turns into something out of a horror film ( Read more... )

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I can't fight this feeling anymore. I can't remember why I started fighting it. I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might.

So now that it's friday I can look toward the weekend with a kind of grimace. Not that I don't like and appreciate the weekend, simply, I feel like everything is going to hell. As usual. Or maybe more then usual. I don't feel quite like myself recently. Can't exactly say why. Maybe I'm feeling kind of stifled. I want... well need, some way to ( Read more... )

Okay guys it's thanksgiving. Enjoy today because tomorow is black friday and shopping begins for Christmas. Happy Thanksgiving!