[Teen Lessons] [Lesson IV]
Title: Teen Lessons
Pairing: Akame
Disclaimer: They're not mine. Sad but true.
Rating: NC-17 | R for this chapter.
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya is Akanishi Jin's favourite kohai. Jin is eighteen, Kazuya is sixteen. A little too old to still be as innocent as he is, Jin thinks. And he can - and will - take care of that.
A/N: My awesome beta is sevendaylimit
Previously: Lesson I | Lesson II | Lesson III
Kame handed his paper to his teacher and slumped down on the chair, almost sliding under the desk with a relieved sigh. His last exam was finally over... Kame totally missed the teacher leaving the room for he was way too busy basking in utter bliss. He almost screamed when someone glomped him out of the blue, covering his eyes with two big warm hands.
“KAME-CHAAAAAN!! Guess who am I?”
“Anyone could be as annoying as you, Jin.”
“Mou, Kame-chan... You’re mean! I wanted to surprise you!”
“You surprised me, alright. Do you want something?”
“Why don’t you come over to my place today? You need to relax after all that studying”
“And how would going to your house help?”
“I’ll show you~”
Kame looked warily as Jin pushed him carefully into his room, kissing him softly. Before he could notice he was backed up against Jin’s desk, Jin’s hands entangled in his hair and Jin’s lips on his. Kame shuddered when the older’s mouth moved to his neck, sucking on the soft skin, and gripped Jin’s shirt, weakly trying to push him apart. Jin smirked, kissing his jaw.
“Relax, Kazu-chan. You’re too tense. I told you so much studying was not good for you.”
Jin’s hands were already undoing his shirt, lips attached to the skin, liking and sucking their way down to the younger’s collarbones. Kame’s grip on Jin’s shirt tightened and he was panting by now but because of reasons totally different from Jin’s heavy breathing.
Kazuya didn’t want to do this. It was not that he didn’t enjoy it usually, but he didn’t feel like it at the moment... He wished Jin would stop, but the boy didn’t seem like he was noticing Kame’s reactions, currently lapping his tongue at his friend’s nipple. Kame gasped, and Jin took it as a proof he was making him feel well. But it didn’t feel well. It felt weird and bad and uncomfortable.
Jin wrapped his arms around Kazuya’s body and pulled him away from the desk and into his embrace, both of them stumbling towards the bed as Jin’s mouth was still working on the younger’s chest. Jin fell ontop of Kame, barely managing to catch the fall on his arms to avoid crushing his friend. He smirked and grinded their lower bodies together. Kame let out a shuddering whimper, his nails digging into Jin’s skin as he tensed even more.
Kame could feel Jin’s tongue trailing down his abs and it was making him feel uncomfortable and sick. Jin was too focused to notice his franctic breathing and the way his whole body tensed under every single touch, and if he did he asumed it was only him getting aroused. But Kazuya was not aroused. He was afraid. He wanted to stop Jin, but he didn’t dare... Jin wanted to do this and Kame didn’t have a reason not to. Jin was always nice and caring and yet he was trying to push him away when Jin was doing that for him...
He should try to relax and enjoy it. He should stop feeling sick because he was sure what Jin was doing should be feeling wonderful and not making him want to cry. Jin had taken rid of his clothes and he was now pressing his naked skin against his own trembling body, still working his tongue on his torso.
Jin started undoing Kame’s belt, unzipping his trousers and pulling them down. Kame closed his eyes tightly, his fingers digging into Jin’s chest as the boy lifted his hips to discard the trousers. He whimpered, feeling exposed and scared.
Kazuya forced himself to close his eyes and take deep breaths, trying to calm down so he could start enjoying Jin’s hands ghosting over his body. He tried to stop his body from flinching away at every touch, but it was futile. He finally couldn’t take it anymore when Jin spread his legs and touched him over his boxers. Kazuya pushed Jin away with a loud cry, and curled up in a fetal position as soon as the older boy was off him.
Jin didn’t expect Kazuya to push him away and it surprised him, sending him straight to the floor. He landed with a loud thud and hit his head. Jin cursed, getting up and rubbing the hurt area.
“What was that for, Kazuya?” He was surprised to find the boy curled up into a ball, griping the sheets close to his almost naked body. “Kazuya? Is anything wrong?” Jin reached out to place a hand on the boy’s shoulder, but Kazuya swatted it away with a cry. Jin blink, surprised, and for some reason the action made anger start rising at his stomach. “Fine. Do whatever you want!”
Kazuya started sobbing as the door was slammed shut.
- - - -
Jin walked into the bathroom and slammed the door angrily, locking it. He sat on the toilet seat, fuming. What the hell had gotten into Kazuya? Everything was going nice and smoothly and then he had pushed him away suddenly, without a word of explanation. He didn’t get what had gone wrong.
Jin closed his hand around his own erection and started pumping it hard and fast, letting the anger take upon his movements. He came all over his hand with a low growl a few moments later. He remained sat a few minutes more, breathing hard and trying to calm himself down.
Jin finally got up. He cleaned his hand in the sink and then splashed cold water on his face. He felt much better afterwards, calmed and refreshed. Jin sighed and decided to find out what was up with his friend.
- - - -
Kazuya had started crying as soon as Jin was out of the room. It was stupid, he knew, to cry like that. He didn’t have any reason to cry but he couldn’t stop the sobs shaking his shoulders. Kazuya hugged the sheets closer to his body. All he could think was how much had he screwed everything. Now Jin was mad at him and he hadn’t even had a reason to push him away...
He was much calmer when Jin finally came back, but his sobs hadn’t totally subdued. He didn’t dare to raise his head and just hugged his legs closer to his chest. He could hear Jin walking around, but he refused to open his eyes.
Jin sighed as he saw Kazuya in the same posistion he had left him. He looked around for a clean pair of boxers and pulled them on. He sat down on the bed, turning his body to look at Kazuya, who shifted a little as his weight sank the mattress.
“Kazuya? Look at me. Turn over? Please?”
Jin waited, heart beating franctically as Kazuya didn’t react in any way. He was about to call out for him again when the boy started moving, slowly rolling onto his back. His eyes were red and puffy, his cheeks streaked with tears. Jin reached out to wipe them away with his hand and he felt Kazuya leaning into the caress.
“Are you okay? Are you going to tell me what happened?” Kazuya shook his head ‘no’, still not looking at him in the eye. Jin sighed. “Kazuya? Please? I’m not getting mad at you. I only want to know what was wrong. Please? Tell me?”
Kazuya looked up at him with wide, frightened eyes, but finally started speaking. “I- I- I didn’t w- wan- want to do i- it...”
“Do what?”
“Wh- What you w- were doing... To- tou- touching and th- that...”
“And why didn’t you tell me from the start?”
“Be- Because you wan- wanted to do it...”
Jin’s eyes widened at the younger’s stament and he felt like facepalming. Had Kazuya been forcing himself to go along with him the whole time? Jin cursed under his breath.
“Kazuya, come here.”
Without waiting for the boy’s answer Jin leaned in and took him into his arms, pulling him to sit on his lap. Jin hugged Kazuya close to his chest, strocking his back soothingly and kissing his temples.
“Now you listen to me carefully, because I’m very serious about this. This, you and me, it’s not only about what I want. This involves the two of us. If you don’t want to do something, you have to tell me. It doesn’t matter whether I want to continue or not, you tell me and I’ll stop. The only reason I started doing this was to make you feel good, not scared and forced. You don’t have to put up with me if you don’t want to, got it?”
Kazuya nodded silently. Jin could felt the sobs shaking the lithe body again, warm tears sliding from the boy’s cheeks to his bare chest. Jin hugged him closer, rocking his body to calm him down.
“I’m so sorry Kazuya. I should have noticed you were uncomfortable, I should have stopped. God, I’m so so sorry... You must have felt horrible... Scared and... And raped... I’m sorry, I’m really sorry Kazuya. I won’t do it again, I will be more careful next time...”
Jin was surprised when his rant was stopped by a short kiss on his lips. He looked down to meet Kazuya’s face, still tear streaked but adorned with a soft smile now. Jin smiled too and pressed a kiss on the younger’s forehead, wipping away the tears at the corner of his eyes.
Jin put Kazuya onto his feet and started picking up his clothes and handing them to him. He sent him to the bathroom to wash his face, and by the time the boy came back he had already turned on the TV and plugged the playstation. He grinned at Kazuya.
“Ready to get beaten?”.
That was all for today. Hope you like it~ As always, comments are big love ♥♥
Pairing: Akame
Disclaimer: They're not mine. Sad but true.
Rating: NC-17 | R for this chapter.
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya is Akanishi Jin's favourite kohai. Jin is eighteen, Kazuya is sixteen. A little too old to still be as innocent as he is, Jin thinks. And he can - and will - take care of that.
A/N: My awesome beta is sevendaylimit
Previously: Lesson I | Lesson II | Lesson III
Kame handed his paper to his teacher and slumped down on the chair, almost sliding under the desk with a relieved sigh. His last exam was finally over... Kame totally missed the teacher leaving the room for he was way too busy basking in utter bliss. He almost screamed when someone glomped him out of the blue, covering his eyes with two big warm hands.
“KAME-CHAAAAAN!! Guess who am I?”
“Anyone could be as annoying as you, Jin.”
“Mou, Kame-chan... You’re mean! I wanted to surprise you!”
“You surprised me, alright. Do you want something?”
“Why don’t you come over to my place today? You need to relax after all that studying”
“And how would going to your house help?”
“I’ll show you~”
Kame looked warily as Jin pushed him carefully into his room, kissing him softly. Before he could notice he was backed up against Jin’s desk, Jin’s hands entangled in his hair and Jin’s lips on his. Kame shuddered when the older’s mouth moved to his neck, sucking on the soft skin, and gripped Jin’s shirt, weakly trying to push him apart. Jin smirked, kissing his jaw.
“Relax, Kazu-chan. You’re too tense. I told you so much studying was not good for you.”
Jin’s hands were already undoing his shirt, lips attached to the skin, liking and sucking their way down to the younger’s collarbones. Kame’s grip on Jin’s shirt tightened and he was panting by now but because of reasons totally different from Jin’s heavy breathing.
Kazuya didn’t want to do this. It was not that he didn’t enjoy it usually, but he didn’t feel like it at the moment... He wished Jin would stop, but the boy didn’t seem like he was noticing Kame’s reactions, currently lapping his tongue at his friend’s nipple. Kame gasped, and Jin took it as a proof he was making him feel well. But it didn’t feel well. It felt weird and bad and uncomfortable.
Jin wrapped his arms around Kazuya’s body and pulled him away from the desk and into his embrace, both of them stumbling towards the bed as Jin’s mouth was still working on the younger’s chest. Jin fell ontop of Kame, barely managing to catch the fall on his arms to avoid crushing his friend. He smirked and grinded their lower bodies together. Kame let out a shuddering whimper, his nails digging into Jin’s skin as he tensed even more.
Kame could feel Jin’s tongue trailing down his abs and it was making him feel uncomfortable and sick. Jin was too focused to notice his franctic breathing and the way his whole body tensed under every single touch, and if he did he asumed it was only him getting aroused. But Kazuya was not aroused. He was afraid. He wanted to stop Jin, but he didn’t dare... Jin wanted to do this and Kame didn’t have a reason not to. Jin was always nice and caring and yet he was trying to push him away when Jin was doing that for him...
He should try to relax and enjoy it. He should stop feeling sick because he was sure what Jin was doing should be feeling wonderful and not making him want to cry. Jin had taken rid of his clothes and he was now pressing his naked skin against his own trembling body, still working his tongue on his torso.
Jin started undoing Kame’s belt, unzipping his trousers and pulling them down. Kame closed his eyes tightly, his fingers digging into Jin’s chest as the boy lifted his hips to discard the trousers. He whimpered, feeling exposed and scared.
Kazuya forced himself to close his eyes and take deep breaths, trying to calm down so he could start enjoying Jin’s hands ghosting over his body. He tried to stop his body from flinching away at every touch, but it was futile. He finally couldn’t take it anymore when Jin spread his legs and touched him over his boxers. Kazuya pushed Jin away with a loud cry, and curled up in a fetal position as soon as the older boy was off him.
Jin didn’t expect Kazuya to push him away and it surprised him, sending him straight to the floor. He landed with a loud thud and hit his head. Jin cursed, getting up and rubbing the hurt area.
“What was that for, Kazuya?” He was surprised to find the boy curled up into a ball, griping the sheets close to his almost naked body. “Kazuya? Is anything wrong?” Jin reached out to place a hand on the boy’s shoulder, but Kazuya swatted it away with a cry. Jin blink, surprised, and for some reason the action made anger start rising at his stomach. “Fine. Do whatever you want!”
Kazuya started sobbing as the door was slammed shut.
- - - -
Jin walked into the bathroom and slammed the door angrily, locking it. He sat on the toilet seat, fuming. What the hell had gotten into Kazuya? Everything was going nice and smoothly and then he had pushed him away suddenly, without a word of explanation. He didn’t get what had gone wrong.
Jin closed his hand around his own erection and started pumping it hard and fast, letting the anger take upon his movements. He came all over his hand with a low growl a few moments later. He remained sat a few minutes more, breathing hard and trying to calm himself down.
Jin finally got up. He cleaned his hand in the sink and then splashed cold water on his face. He felt much better afterwards, calmed and refreshed. Jin sighed and decided to find out what was up with his friend.
- - - -
Kazuya had started crying as soon as Jin was out of the room. It was stupid, he knew, to cry like that. He didn’t have any reason to cry but he couldn’t stop the sobs shaking his shoulders. Kazuya hugged the sheets closer to his body. All he could think was how much had he screwed everything. Now Jin was mad at him and he hadn’t even had a reason to push him away...
He was much calmer when Jin finally came back, but his sobs hadn’t totally subdued. He didn’t dare to raise his head and just hugged his legs closer to his chest. He could hear Jin walking around, but he refused to open his eyes.
Jin sighed as he saw Kazuya in the same posistion he had left him. He looked around for a clean pair of boxers and pulled them on. He sat down on the bed, turning his body to look at Kazuya, who shifted a little as his weight sank the mattress.
“Kazuya? Look at me. Turn over? Please?”
Jin waited, heart beating franctically as Kazuya didn’t react in any way. He was about to call out for him again when the boy started moving, slowly rolling onto his back. His eyes were red and puffy, his cheeks streaked with tears. Jin reached out to wipe them away with his hand and he felt Kazuya leaning into the caress.
“Are you okay? Are you going to tell me what happened?” Kazuya shook his head ‘no’, still not looking at him in the eye. Jin sighed. “Kazuya? Please? I’m not getting mad at you. I only want to know what was wrong. Please? Tell me?”
Kazuya looked up at him with wide, frightened eyes, but finally started speaking. “I- I- I didn’t w- wan- want to do i- it...”
“Do what?”
“Wh- What you w- were doing... To- tou- touching and th- that...”
“And why didn’t you tell me from the start?”
“Be- Because you wan- wanted to do it...”
Jin’s eyes widened at the younger’s stament and he felt like facepalming. Had Kazuya been forcing himself to go along with him the whole time? Jin cursed under his breath.
“Kazuya, come here.”
Without waiting for the boy’s answer Jin leaned in and took him into his arms, pulling him to sit on his lap. Jin hugged Kazuya close to his chest, strocking his back soothingly and kissing his temples.
“Now you listen to me carefully, because I’m very serious about this. This, you and me, it’s not only about what I want. This involves the two of us. If you don’t want to do something, you have to tell me. It doesn’t matter whether I want to continue or not, you tell me and I’ll stop. The only reason I started doing this was to make you feel good, not scared and forced. You don’t have to put up with me if you don’t want to, got it?”
Kazuya nodded silently. Jin could felt the sobs shaking the lithe body again, warm tears sliding from the boy’s cheeks to his bare chest. Jin hugged him closer, rocking his body to calm him down.
“I’m so sorry Kazuya. I should have noticed you were uncomfortable, I should have stopped. God, I’m so so sorry... You must have felt horrible... Scared and... And raped... I’m sorry, I’m really sorry Kazuya. I won’t do it again, I will be more careful next time...”
Jin was surprised when his rant was stopped by a short kiss on his lips. He looked down to meet Kazuya’s face, still tear streaked but adorned with a soft smile now. Jin smiled too and pressed a kiss on the younger’s forehead, wipping away the tears at the corner of his eyes.
Jin put Kazuya onto his feet and started picking up his clothes and handing them to him. He sent him to the bathroom to wash his face, and by the time the boy came back he had already turned on the TV and plugged the playstation. He grinned at Kazuya.
“Ready to get beaten?”.
That was all for today. Hope you like it~ As always, comments are big love ♥♥