yea, depression is fuckin gay. times like this is when i feel as if its not even worth living. instantanous and pointless depression. its fuckin horrible. i dont even know why i get upset. i make myself believe things that arent true and then later i realize how dumb it is. i cant help it though. i have no self control at all. nobody understands ( Read more... )

yea, tonight was cool. i hung out with kaleen and mimi alllll day. im kinda get sick of them, just kidding!! but yea they are great man. we went ot mimis hosue first and drew pictures on the sidewalks with chalk and went ot the playground....wow were gay. then me and kaleen left and went ot kaleens and then to my house and we chizzilled for a lil ( Read more... )

yea, last night was lindsays b-day. it was fun. we went out to dinner at On The Border and sur asked if she could get some italian dressing for her salad. yea. after that i stopped by the house, picked up some alcohol then headed out to annas. we threw back some shots and had a couple beers there. it was fun. it was good times...just our little ( Read more... )

yea, yesterday was the first day of school. it wasnt bad. i think ill be able to live. im definitly sports editor in newspaper and digital so yea. i dont really feel like updating right now so im out. late.

yea, last night i went and saw freddy vs jason. it was scary i guess. kaleen was scurred and so was mimi. then i ate sprees. then they went home and i hung out with sur and rob for a bit and we went and drove to oblivian looking at big ass dream houses with guest houses and all that shiz. it was nuts. then i took them home and went to bed. yea. now ( Read more... )

yea, havent updated in awhile, so lets get started shall we....well first off the other day me, d-shot, della, emerson, and franz went to the charter pool and jumped the fence and went swimming at like 111 at night. we were jumpin off the diving boards and shit. it was mad fun. then some decided to go skinny dipping. yes it was all guys which is ( Read more... )

yea, absolutly nothing exciting has happened recently. i am updating just for the sake of updating. well.....one thing happened....it was surs b-day yesterday. i was the first one to say happy birthday to her after we watched 2 movies in one night. whoa....were cool. yea. then i called her to meet up some where and she decided not to answer her ( Read more... )

mimi, this entry is just for you. i know i didnt get to stop by for your little celebration and i feel bad but i wanted to wish you a happy b-day anyways and i hope you had a good time on your birthday. yea, so there. your very own entry in johns cool ass mofo of a journal. enjoy. im out.

whoa, 2 entries in one day.....well not technically but yea. Had to update and fill everyone in on our little seminar we had tonight. it consisted of anal, mike, lindsay, nik, bobert and i. it started out by mike bein an ass as usual, then anna lee crying, then everyone arguing and complaining how bad other people are. But me being the genius that ( Read more... )

yea, my day as been stupid. i woke up at a reasonable time around 12:30 and i go downstairs and my mom tells me that there is a rotten strawberry inside of my car. a certain someone named vanessa decided that she would leave a present there. after that i came in a took a shower and once again was painfully reminded that i had a sun burn. Then i ( Read more... )