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oneenemyleft

[ 46 ] accidental voice, mild ptsd edition

Oct 20, 2009 02:00

[ It's mostly quiet. Really strain and you can hear her breathing. Pacing. Talking to herself: ]

It's nothing. I... I'm being stupid. I can go in... it's "home."

[ But last time she was home, she killed someone. Accidentally, but in her right mind. She left and stayed in the empty apartment next door. Slept almost entirely through the past few ( Read more... )

zio-kitty, doesn't deal with stress well, dead friends are a s.e.e.s. requirement, nothing to see here just move along, voice, event, friends gone = critical hit, she'll keep trying

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cozmic_travel October 20 2009, 15:15:05 UTC

...

oneenemyleft October 20 2009, 15:16:03 UTC

[ No reply, since she didn't even know her communicator was on. ]

cozmic_travel October 20 2009, 15:22:55 UTC

Yamagishi-san.

oneenemyleft October 20 2009, 15:25:33 UTC

[ Jumps! And then have a long pause while she tries to pull herself together, etc. Still not realizing all that was broadcast, so: ]

Yagokoro-sensei. H-how are you?

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2cool4europe October 20 2009, 20:53:08 UTC

You're crying.

oneenemyleft October 20 2009, 21:10:02 UTC

...!

[ Startled 'meep' sort of sound. Pause. ]

N- no...

[ Sniff. ] ...

2cool4europe October 20 2009, 21:15:07 UTC

What's happened?

oneenemyleft October 20 2009, 22:00:02 UTC

...

N- nothing, I just... [ Not that you can see it, but she puts her hand over her mouth and breathes through that for a second or two. ] A lot of my friends are gone... K-Ken-kun and Maki-san and... Ivan, and... and I ki- killed... [ ... ] It's just... happening really fast, that's all.

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prodigal_axe October 20 2009, 22:15:42 UTC

...

[He doesn't even know what to say at first.]

oneenemyleft October 20 2009, 22:42:13 UTC

[ And because he's silent, she doesn't notice his frequency until a while later, when she's calmed down slightly. Still a little wavery, but, trying harder, wanting to change the subject. She turns the camera on, keeping it angled away from her, and on a little white-and-orange kitten with a twisted paw. ]

Look... Senpai. I- isn't he cute?

prodigal_axe October 21 2009, 00:14:11 UTC

... That's Zionga, huh? Guess it's old enough for you to take care of it.

[Any other time, he'd already be heading over there to see it. He doesn't have any pets of his own and so he kind of half-adopts other people's. Like Gulliver. He's just still not feeling like doing much of anything.

...but it's only a couple doors down. Maybe if he had a reason.]

You got anything to feed it?

oneenemyleft October 21 2009, 00:21:08 UTC

[ Silence. She doesn't even know. And she considers just saying, well, it's okay, but she's really not feeling that great right now, even with a kitten, and she decides to... lie, a little. Too alone. ]

No, I don't. D- do you know what I could feed him?

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