Doing a little better today. My older sister's best friend, Gina invited me up there for this weekend so that I can go diving with all them. Of course she did warn me that it's going to be her last weekend at college before she leaves for Virgina and so there will be some majopr college partying going on. Haha can't wait! Except that nice ( Read more... )

Heyy everyone. I know it's been a while. But I'm not doing very well. I'm falling apart badly. Both medically and mentally. I've fallen hard and I just do not give a fuck about getting back up. I made a huge mistake and I cannot heal from it. And yet the hard part about it is that I thought I was doing the right thing. I told Seth how I felt. All ( Read more... )

Heyy Guys! Today was pretty dull. I wicked tired from last night. I went to a Manchester pro football game at the Verizon Center with Phil. Didn't get home till like 11:30. Now normally I'm just fine with that however, I took my sleeping pills around 8 and just couldn't fall asleep at night. It was so messed up ( Read more... )

"GIVE IN, GIVE IN, DECIDE!!!"

I just really don't know what to do. He's owned my heart for so long. Then you came along and changed things completely. I hate you, you bother me in so many ways, and yet I still love you! I mean he on the other hand... I love everything about him, he makes me so happy. If that's true then why can't I take my mind off ( Read more... )

For once I had a pretty nice day. Woke up and it was raining so I decided I'd just go for a run incase it got any worse. However, with my breathing I was only able to run about 3 miles. I showered and then my mom called me and asked if I would want to go see a movie later on today. So I gave Alex Beaulieu a call and invited him to go see with War ( Read more... )

Hey Guys. Sorry it's been so long. My livejournal was really pissing me off and I didn't feel like fixing it. But now that I have finally taken care of that. I'm ready to update ( Read more... )

[1] NAME: Natalie Mae Beatrice Gagnon ( Read more... )

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Heyyy!!! Thank god it's finally Friday! Last night I went to my lacrosse banquet. Which was nice because our coach Amy is moving to California in like two weeks so it was cool to be able to say goodbye and wish her the best of luck. I recieved the Defensive Player of the Year award. And am extremely happy about that because I'm always talking about ( Read more... )

Hey Guys. Today went by pretty slowly because my first two classes were both double blocks but here's the thing.... for both classes we were outside launching our rockets. It wasn't the best weather for me either. But I had fun this morning so it's all good. Our group was so crazy after we launched our rockets. We were singing the gayest songs lol ( Read more... )