my new favorite place is the division blue line stop. It has amazing water marks everywhere and the puddles with gross shit in it ( Read more... )

i find it really difficult to do anything that i enjoy without being reminded about the past. I can't fucking make pancakes at 11 o'clock at night without feeling like i'm trying to recreate some event. When i do something that i find really funny i find myself waiting for someone to laugh along with me. I know that all of this is really sappy ( Read more... )

i'm in a pissy mood. I'm not smoking while the sun is shining, but i know once i get home i'll have a boat load of cigs to make up for the 5 hours of not smoking. all i ever do now is to sit in a chair and passout and have a 20 minute nap. UPS is sending me a package and i can't get it because they deliver in the daytime, and i have no ( Read more... )

Uck I hate people with german accent and lisp. what a pile of bulshit. I started taking pills so i will never fall asleep ever again. I am going to be perform an arty farty show soon for my friends solo project. I will be in the background providing weird noises and shit. Livejournal just makes me really pissed off and i can't think of anything ( Read more... )

uck back in school and i'm still drinking too much.
few nights ago i stayed up till 4 and made french fries and talked how danny elfman should of made babies with the chick from the euthrymics.

i'm back in school
that means i will do more stuff
that means i will start up muska again
i will actually make that snyth, as long as that damn thing makes noises i will be happy.

the only thing to do in this shit hole is to spend money, and i hate doing that ( Read more... )

update update update...this is what i have been up to ( Read more... )

well, i'm fucking tanked and i can't go to bed yet because the room will be spinning once I close my eyes. thanks for everyone who came out. Sorry that it was probably a bunch of nosie to the most of ya, but thats what i do. But if you got something out of it, well then i guess i did something right. my pal told it that he had to sit through ( Read more... )

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