I'm always just a friend "I think of you just as a friend" why am i only a friend can't i ever be more than a fucking friend? i mean come on i use to be cool with the idea that i had a lot of female friends but fuck i want a girl friend now/ what is it going to take?..... FUCk it pisses me off... I'm leaving

Fuck it, Fuck it all I'm giving in and giving up on humanity. fuck them. I'm giving up on people. for all i care everyone could take a long walk off a short dock. and well i just can't stand people any more. fuck it's all out themselfs and lieing to you to get what they want!
I GIVE UP!

when i woke up this morning i was hoping there would be someone next to me... other than my dog. I want to wake up one morning with someone next to me who's arm is ov my chest and my arm around there sholder.

I'm a suicide girls member now. oh and i should be sporting a SG shirt or two in 4 to 6 weeks :D

So i went to philips party last night and part of this morning. Wehn i first got there, i think there were maybe 7 or 8 people so i went out to get more people. i ended up only getting nate and we went but he was not having much fun nor was I. so when we were leaving to go driving the band was talking about there song they wrote (I'll do more ( Read more... )

i almost bought a 240z today. but i didn't want to throw down $1000 at my first auction in front of 50 mexicans :P plus I would have to pay off the back registrations on it i was just too new to really do it maybe i should have :( but i didn't so I'm not going to dewl on it.

wow i slep in till 1:00pm ( Read more... )

So like I'm living with my mom right now till i goto school in july I'm going to wyotech in wyoming but anyhoo I'm doing this to get me back to writing in this thing becuase Cladia thinks i should. and yeah ithink i should

I was playing socom tonight, 2 chop sticks vs me a cookie. I won 6 rounds they got like 2 or 3 but my end score was 142!!!! can you say MVP?

I feel special, I just got off the phone with Claudia and. where we didn't really talk about anything it was just good to hear her voice. I dunno what it is but when I'm talkign with her I'm in my own little world. all my worrys just melt away and I'm in bliss...