I'm sweating and we interrupt eachother in endless tangents that come back around and wrap us in fluffy knots. She's dropping quarters under her desk and shoving cookies in her mouth, I sit on my feet and we laugh at the horrifying tragedy of the world, that exhausted, Thank God we both see it this way giggling. She says, I am so out of it today ( Read more... )

Woodbury, MN is creepy: the neighbors call the cops when you don't put away the empty trash cans and bring in the St. Paul paper for a few days, they let themselves in and feed your pets ( Read more... )

I'm heavy and tired. Yawning around fluttered beats, pushing against the gravity of love and empathy coming from every direction. Right at the arch of my foot! Everything is out there, happening and not happening. Everything is in me, undone together.

You know, I'm always coming. You know, just let me hold you.

( Here's a poem that one time made me cry, I was tripping on acid and realized the sound of language seperate from meaning. )

i'm not sick i'm not sick i just want you here, i want everyone here, i want to control the whether of lost circumstance (the wind was strong that day, these days, "OH WELL!") under under comes from the back of my throat shoulders undertone ride this undulation, ride me ( Read more... )

moved into my new closet on 16th avenue and 27th street in south minneapolis ( Read more... )

i started a new antiobiotic for the bacteria ureaplasma urealyticum this morning, but i didn't take it with food so 15 minutes later i was barfing up water and chocolate soymilk into my parents' first floor half bathroom. i don't want to get my hopes up that this will solve my 6 year long battle with my urinary system, but jesus christ it would be ( Read more... )

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lists i've been making ( Read more... )