same tbh. my parents death is the biggest fear i have, it almost consumes me with guilt and anxiety (i also have gad, surprise surprise lol). so to see someone my age still being able to pick themselves up afterwards is inspiring. ik theres the sentiment of not calling people who go on with their lives 'brave' after facing such grief, bc ik its like - what else are you suppose to do, ya know? but i feel like my life will really be over
ugh idk im sober yet i get stuck in this on a daily basis. i need to get back into therapy asap
Re: Ariana DeBose bakemonosOctober 17 2024, 04:16:24 UTC
I had the most intense anxiety as a child about both of my parents dying and death in general. I used to lie in the dark and think about how darkness is the only thing you wouldd have when you die and then get caught in a loop of how I wouldn't have thoughts... I was a weird kid. Then, when both of my parents did die, it was the worst thing that had ever happened to me. Back to back. But, you know, it does get better. It's been almost 10 years now for my mom.
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I had some beers idk if this is making sense but I'll be watching
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ugh idk im sober yet i get stuck in this on a daily basis. i need to get back into therapy asap
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im glad to hear that it has gotten better for you, and i hope you have more peaceful days than rainy days ❤️️
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not sure about the little animation parts, i wish they were more... idk, stylized? but we'll see how they're utilized in the actual doc
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