I promise (Junx OC) Chapter 1

Jan 27, 2010 22:30


Chapter 1

Time stopped for me. The crowds of the busy streets of Tokyo had stopped moving, walking. Everything was black and white. Except her. She was colored and clear. I saw her. I know I did. I saw her. It was her. No doubt about it. There was only me and her. Our surroundings had disappeared., leaving only us. I ran towards her but as I reached at where she was, she disappeared. It was just a hallucination my mind tricked me. Just a promise and pain that had been made and inflicted to me. Being a part of my memory playing tricks on me.

Days later, there she was. I saw her again, I was dumbfound. This time, was it real? It has to be. I could feel her existence. I saw her, and she saw me. our eyes had met for a second. But, as I tried my best to approach her, again, she vanished, swallowed by the busy crowd. Damn it.

Who was she?

That question had been playing in my head. The same one, had been repeating again and again as it brought back memories to me as I stand out here, in front of this abandoned house. Waiting for the impossible. Standing in the rain alone. Waiting. Alone.

In that loneliness, it feels as if the trees are swaying along with the wind with sorrow ness, reflecting this hurt heart of mine. Or maybe it’s because that tree was so used to seeing her here with me, having our time together under it, sharing the joy and laughter with us, but now, just seeing me alone standing in front of this abandoned house in the rain alone without her, it’s sharing my pain with me. Telling me how lonely it is not having her around for so, so long. Oh god, why can’t you let her stand with me? Why can’t she come back?

I’m sure, who I saw wasn’t her. It couldn’t be. Could it? My heart and eyes are playing tricks on me. It’s because I miss her so much, I’m seeing her everywhere. Impossible. Even if it is her, or not, I have this urge. Saying that I have to see her. To find out who she was. But how? The more I think about it, the more I miss her. As the image of her keeps picturing in my head, I closed my eyes…

“Sayonara, Jun-Kun…”

Had she forgotten our promise?

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