what a great night! this is what life is supposed to be like. i had tons of fun at a friend's party and got to meet some neat new people. i also sang on 'rockband'. :) once i got home, i downloaded some sweet new music. yeah. i'm feelin pretty good.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable ( Read more... )

maybe timing just played a huge role in everything. just because some things are similar doesn't mean it won't work, it just means that it's another chance to make something work, a better chance maybe. i'm going to keep trying.

i hate fake things / people / life, and sometimes it is so hard to tell who and what is real. and sometimes, when you do encounter something real, you don't realize it until it's too late. i don't mind wasting my time on fake people/things too much, because that is how you learn. but missing out on something real is heartbreaking.

this is what i'm listening to right now:

I'm staring out into the night ( Read more... )

i totally should be studying for my psychology exam, but i have seriously had no motivation for anything lately. i guess i have good reason for that though ( Read more... )

what happened to days of simplicity? why must we be bombarded with so many things at once? as college students, we are expected to determine the rest of our LIVES at the young, inexperienced age of 21. our careers. our life partners. it's so scary and overwhelming. i've only got one year left until i'm out there in the real world, and i still feel ( Read more... )

i've learned to control my speeding addiction. roebling road was SO incredible this weekend, and i know that nothing can ever compare to that. driving aggressively on the road is too risky, especially when i can go to the track and let it all out there, where there are no obstacles or serious risks involved. man oh man i love that course. i've ( Read more... )

today i cried.
today i raced on the track my car was built for ( Read more... )

i have an awesome way of messing things up