Young Love Murder

Jan 15, 2012 15:42

broken!Taemin/Krystal - PG - AU, Angst

She misses him, his fragrance, his soft skin on her cheek, everything. It's getting so hard for her. She keeps on seeing his face in every strangers on the street. It's strange. She feels like she's getting insane.

"It's been two nights, Soojung." Her older sister would tell her early in the morning.

Yes. It's been two nights that she keeps on saying his name in her sleep. She has been dreaming of him ever since the day he broke up with her. The scene keeps on repeating. Except for the fact that in her dreams, she called out for him.

Well, she didn't say his name nor ask him to stay when he finally decided to end everything. She wants to but she can't. She doesn't want to look stupid, she tried to act cool.

"It's not you, Soojung-ah, it's me." She now believes that what happens in movies can happen in real life too.

"I think we're too young to continue this kind of relationship. I am sorry." Those words keep on repeating in her mind.

Yes, he was right. They were too young. But why did he ask her to be his girlfriend in the first place? - Soojung always wonder.

When they finally start dating, Sooyeon warned her already, "True love hurts, beware. And you both are still young...are you sure about that?"

Y-E-S, Yes. Yes it the answer. Soojung was really sure she can survive. But she never knew that it can almost killed her.

His hand that fit to hers, the blissful times with each other - it was a beautiful time, but it was a past life for Soojung.

She never believed that being too young is the reason why they should end up this relationship. She knew that Taemin's feelings for her just faded away in a snap. She knew that he got tired of her. She knew that he got bored. She still loves him, he is her first love. But she decided to move on already. Moving on and accepting the fact that the past cannot be replayed again.

Though it kills her, she have to. She have to forget him. She have to erase him and let this kill her. She feels that her life is fading from her, her heart bleeds, young love murder - that is what this must be.  

f(x), shinee, taestal, other

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