Rainy Days

Apr 02, 2005 12:06

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anonymous April 2 2005, 17:35:41 UTC
I sometimes get very scared about what the future will bring. I get scared about losing people I know and love.

I am extremely happy that I now have made some wonderful friends, particularly one of my friends, that will always be there for me no matter what I say or do. She is understanding and wacky and times, that, to me, is a realy friend.

Something happened to me when I was little and everyone expects me to be sad, but I'm not. I should be, but I never am.

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ohash April 2 2005, 17:51:14 UTC
Im always scared about the future and losing people I love, especially my friends because they provide me with such support.

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anonymous April 2 2005, 18:16:57 UTC
Yes, things have happened to me that make me scared sometimes.

Sometimes I feel as if I have no really benefit to the world.

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anonymous April 2 2005, 17:53:55 UTC

i feel like a complete failure. like no matter how hard i try, it's all worthless because i probably could have done better. i don't see a future for myself, i don't even see tomorrow because it all seems like a waste of time, & i just don't care. besides, why should i have a future? no matter what i do, someone will always be better, so there's no room for me anyway.

the one person that makes me incredibly happy & stable is also the same person that breaks my heart & fills my heart with worry.

i'm terrified, but i don't know of what.

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ohash April 2 2005, 18:01:57 UTC
I know how you feel, there will always be someone better at something. But the truth is once you realize you did the best you could theres no more you can do.

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anonymous April 2 2005, 18:35:06 UTC
I hate when people talk about others behind one another's backs and I especially hate when I myself do that. I always give such an effort not to but it is so hard. Everyone talks and makes fun of everyone else I know and it drives me crazy. Especially when I hear best friends talking about each other without a second thought to it.

sometimes I feel so alone and other times I feel like things cant get any better. People in general annoy me with the way they act and what they do, and the stupid stuff they chose to do. Almost everyone is a hypocrite. I especially hate how I, myself am one.

I am scared to let myself be and I can get past what other people think of me. I constantly worry about everything.

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ohash April 2 2005, 19:32:19 UTC
It hurts me more than anything when friends talk about other friends just to fit in with whoever they are hanging out with. It makes me so crazy because I don't understand how you can be all friendly to the person when your together and then trash them when your appart.

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nikquita123 April 3 2005, 08:28:16 UTC
I hate when u love someone so much you'd forgive them 4 anything. He could do anything in the world and id still fucking love him to death. I would give my life for him. Anything. But it doesnt matter. Ya he loves me too but it wont work right now. So im left here to think DO I MOVE ON OR JUST STAY?? Cuz i know that cryin ova him everynite is worth it to me if it will work out in the end...THATS JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE THE ASSHOLE!

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ohash April 3 2005, 13:18:54 UTC
Yeah, I always think to myself that if things are going badly you should just give up but seeing my friends get hurt by boys and still work through it, I think that shows alot of courage

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smoochmahazz April 18 2005, 08:47:57 UTC
hey!
i moved, this is da_boogie_dat_b or Nikki, comment to be added!
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ohash April 18 2005, 21:08:05 UTC
Okay I'll add you and comment!

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