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baaa. snagged from everyone and your mom.

Most of you on my flist don't really know my original characters personally. Small wonder, I don't really write much for them beyond RPing, though I really should. To remedy this to some small degree and give you a small introduction to the madness, I propose this

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Leila

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Jealousy wasn't something Leila had ever taught to feel. It just sort of happened, which she supposed was natural. What wasn't natural is how she dealt with it. She'd read a few magazines that said it was harmful to keep jealous feelings locked up, to ignore them, to pretend they weren't there, but that's how she dealt with things she didn't want. She pretended they simply didn't exist. A passing feeling of desire, maybe rage, maybe depression. She let it go, because she didn't want it there. She didn't want it a part of her, so she locked it away, and pretended it didn't exist.

Jealousy made it hard. Because she had to pretend every time she saw Matthews and Lincoln being annoyingly public on set, that a part of her didn't hate them both for having something she'd never even been able to take a step towards.

[furious]

... D: