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maybe it'll kill me
If you cultivate an addition, then you have an addition to satisfy. Wherever. -
swallowed pleasure
Sometimes I think being smart in the way I'm smart keeps me from being more of a 'person'. I have trouble having certain beliefs, because I see that beliefs are subjective. But I keep looking for something that is objective. Maybe I should take a philosophical page out of Soto's book and just embrace the sensate, ignoring the abstract and ethical- ( Read more... ) -
lauren's patio
Things (e.g., emotions) have to have something *other* (i.e., opposite) in order to exist. If I am all, then I contain all things, and nothing exists but the singularity. If that's so, how does one determine meaning? If there is everything, and so nothing can be understood and nothing can happen and nothing can interact because there's complete ( Read more... ) -
Light
The light is my lover ( Read more... ) -
don't mistake that- I just don't like motherfuckas
I got high today, alone, for the first time. I loved it; I can't express how much I enjoyed myself. With people, I've only had an equally or more fun time once or twice, and I've smoked a hundred plus times. It was amazing. My mind was teeming with creativity, and I could obsess over parts in my music; I was seeing my ideas form into visuals on an ( Read more... ) -
tried to write about loneliness, motives, & community... but then was begged to get drunk.
Melody decided to let her body language express her desire for assistance; she might get lost painfully often, but she preserved her dignity by never explicitly asking for directions. She wrinkled her forhead, squinted her eyes slightly, parted her lips, and allowed just the right blend of frustration, vulnerability, and weariness to fill her eyes ( Read more... )