anodyne

Jun 28, 2014 15:58

suga-centric | pg-13 | 2328 words
hello, he will say, hello, my name is min yoongi, and i'm a boy. i am.

warnings for transphobia, misgendering, name-calling.

you could call it character study. i could call it longing. can be found here on ao3, too.

Just Yoongi. )

w: misg, w: tp, p: fanfiction, gen: suga, f: bts, r: pg-13, w: tg

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jxxnggxk June 28 2014, 08:40:54 UTC
oh god as a pre-everything trans person (even pre-binder for damn's sake) this really hit home for me. like, really hit home.

you never see a lot of trans kpop fic around here (mostly genderchange stuff even though itd be a lot more interesting to play that out as them being trans) but wow this was great and i love the way you word things and i love yoongi.

this was really great to read. thank you so much.

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:12:21 UTC
i really do wish there was more trans kpop fic too. representation is important! also i totally feel you; i'm pre-everything too (binders are so hard to come by, and cloth/tape/ace bandages absolutely suck.) and this was really just cathartic to write. hit a rough bump recently and wanted to get this out just because i could.

but thank you so much for reading! sobs. i'm really glad you liked it.

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jxxnggxk June 28 2014, 14:45:03 UTC
i agree representation is important! the trans community tend to have it hard sometimes because we're so lacking in media representation that it kinda breaks my heart. (and i totally agree. i tried ace bandages and well. never again)

thank you for writing this! i hope to see more works like this from you <':

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 15:15:15 UTC
tbh! so few fics, such little media, so little of everything.

and thank you again! for reading. c:

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sinisterkids June 28 2014, 08:43:44 UTC
:'((((((((((((

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:13:10 UTC
i wish i had someone to be the sunday to my monday too ugu ugu

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sinisterkids June 28 2014, 10:27:50 UTC
sighhh i hope u find ur sunday ted, hugs just kno that i love u loads and might have teared up a lil reading this bc we're all so far away from u when it could be so different u know? but i guess over the internet is better than nothing so i'm here for you! in spirit! :'((( i'm glad u got this all out, and so wonderfully at that, and that i even had the honour of reading this beautiful piece <3

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:33:28 UTC
you're gonna make me cry why are you so great :'( love you too and really i'm glad you guys are all here tbh idk how i'd survive without all of you to come home to <3 thank you reem

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shrdmdnssftw June 28 2014, 10:13:16 UTC
oh, this was stunning. like honestly, i always appreciate reading stories that face reality head on and this was blunt and straightforward and almost painful in how real it is.

i honestly don't know what to say - i don't want to misstep here. but honestly, this was beautiful.

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:28:52 UTC
oh gosh, thank you. it's pretty real for me i suppose, drawing off personal experiences, and i just wanted to add to the lack of representation in fandom. but i'm really glad you liked it!

thank you so much for reading!

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shrdmdnssftw June 28 2014, 10:33:41 UTC
thank you for sharing this with fandom. i completely agree about the lack of representation, and hopefully such beautifully written pieces like this encourage people to write more transgender (and other non-cis) characters in an appropriate and respectful manner.

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:35:14 UTC
i truly hope so too! one story at a time, i suppose. and thank you again, for all the words! <3

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bcnf3nf June 28 2014, 10:34:00 UTC
teddyescher June 28 2014, 10:35:37 UTC
/patches up your

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bcnf3nf June 28 2014, 10:49:48 UTC
beautiful words as always ted, hopefully writing this makes you feel better even by a little ;u;

/hugs

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 11:19:01 UTC
it did. and thank you so much for reading this. <3 /hugs back

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exothermc June 28 2014, 10:44:23 UTC
hugs you if you let me. this was really - gosh, i really don't know how to words, don't i? i teared up and just - i'm just. hugs you. this is amazing. thank you for being here, tedster.

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teddyescher June 28 2014, 11:20:00 UTC
hugs back forever. thank you for being here too, though--tbh, i don't know what i'd do without you either. thank you for reading this, though. love you too, madina.

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