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[o0katygirl0o]

Today is the worst day of my life

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[xxstrawberryxx]

promise me a huge hug when i see you at provincials?
<3

*you were the first one i thought of yesterday when i found out

[o0katygirl0o]

I promise. I can't even think about conference right now.. but Todd would want us Shore kids to go. We have to warm fuzzy for him, and PONY for him, and tell people how awesome he is and how much he loved the NSSSA. So, yeah, I'll be there.

[_loserface]

I wanted to hug you so much today, but I thought maybe I would leave you to be with those who knew Todd more than I.
Tomorrow though... oh tomorrow.
I love you Kathlynn Anne McDougal<3456

[o0katygirl0o]

I'll take hugs wherever I can get them.

I love you back, Jessica Anne Bates.

[broken_voices]

I didn't know him as well as a lot of people, but none the less. Christine called me yesterday and i bawled for hours. At school today people kept asking what was wrong, and I didn't know how to answer them.....I don't know... *hugs* Bit hugs, and probably cries at provincials, but everyone will be there for everyone. He'd want happiness at NSSSA...

[o0katygirl0o]

Todd was really excited to be your skillbuilding partner. He said it was fate that the three of us were always in the same group. And I don't know what's going on with you now, and if you're getting a new partner of what, but I hope your name stays the same, because he loved it. The Tickled Pink Jumping Jellybeans. He must of told everyone he knows about it; I know he told me half a dozen times.

I'll see you. The countdown is still on.. 9 more days.

[broken_voices]

I have a new partner, her name is Meagan Hynes. She was my brother's partner last year and he says shes really cool, I'm told I'd get along with her, so, that's good but still. I don't know, it's gunna be hard. I'm deffinitly keeping the name, I love it! We both came up with it. I wanted something abour jumping jelly beans, and he wanted tickled pink because of that big thing we had going on at the retreat (which was so funny) so, we comprimised and made it both and we think its awesome. No way Im letting anyone change it. I wrote to him today..I don't know if thats weird or not? but I know he'll hear our prayers and he'll be happy. I wrote tickled pink jumping jelly beans at the end of it. (see my lj) Anyways....I'm rambling, I'm sorry. Listen, call me or e-mail me or something ok? I wanna talk to you<3

902-462-2685 I'm pretty sure it's long distance, cuz my friend goes to MRHS and its long distance to call her, but if it's a problem I'll call you back or something. anyways I love you Katy!

[flipping_dream]

Katy, I love you and can't wait to give you a massive hug at conferece. Hang in there darling, I know its tough. There has been lots of crying today, even at St Pats. Stay strong, for Todd, and for yourself.

Tons of love,
Jenny

[o0katygirl0o]

I'm trying. I just keep thinking that this is a bad dream, a bad joke; that it can't be real. I feel like he's going to walk (or roll) through the door any minute. I feel like there's no way he would miss conference next week, not in a million years. Maybe he will be there. I don't know.

[harmonica_love]

(( hug ))

I didn't know any of them personally but knowing that I've cheered with them, and smiled, and laughed and cried, is hard on me. I can't even imagine what it is like for you and your school. I hope you can make it through.

[o0katygirl0o]

Thank you. I'm sorry you never got to know Todd. He is an awesome person. Darlene wasn't an NSSSAer but she was great as well, although I didn't know her like I do Todd.