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[nytel]

Have you ever scared yourself? I did, yesterday. I have no idea what the frak is wrong with me.

I'm still all stressed out about exams, but I'm always like that, and I'm used to it by now. But anyways, for some reason I just got super depressed yesterday. I was happy at uni and all that, but then I got home. I have no idea why that did it, but it

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[lymiryc]

pushing your self too hard sweets. I have those times too. Probably not exactly the same, I have never had like PMS or anything but my weirdo mood swings are cyclic. It used to get kicked into high gear when i was working graveyard at the hospital and then being completely alone because all my friends were in school and doing stuff when light happens (ya know daytime)

I would, if it happens more talk to you doc or a PA. They can tell you cool things like you need more UV so make sure to spend yada yada in the sun per day or try to lay off the caffinee or dont eat peanuts or stuff like that.

OTHERWIZE its not that weird, its the rollercoaster of life and sometimes your body tells you its needs in ways that make no sense. Love yourself, and know that Apollo isnt the only one that looks good in blue...eh hem dunno what the hell that means but it was begging to be said. TOO MUCH LYM ANGST ...youre mourning for my pretty 'track i bet *hugs*

[nytel]

Yes, I am mourning 'track. :)

And yeah, I totally push myself too hard, but I can't help it. I have so many goals that are riding on me doing good at Uni. I have a feeling that after midterms are done I'll be ok. So I just have to wait until Friday.

It's pretty bad actually, because I'm not even excited about my birthday. But I do think it ties into that in a weird way.

Anyways I'm going to go watch Sacrifice. Maybe it'll make me feel better.

[nicole9514]

I think we all have days like that I have. Sometimes it all just hits you at once, stress, anxieties etc, you don't even realize things are affecting you and then wham.

I'm glad your're feeling better though hon.

**hugs**

No to Dark Thoughts. Dark thoughts bad.

If you need a friend I'm here.

[nytel]

Thanks.

And I am feeling better now. It's really weird cuz it just comes and goes. But I'm making good progress with the studying and stuff so I'm feeling a little less stressed.

[kathgrr]

*Hugs you*
Sorry to hear you're having a rough time. I know it must be scary not knowing where all the emotions are coming from but it's not really that weird. You're completely stressed out and sometimes all that adrenaline just needs to be released you know? You're probably exhausted and even though spending time with your family may be something you enjoy, your body is just dealing with too much. It sounds like you had a bit of a "crash" so to speak.

I hope you feel better soon.

[nytel]

Thanks. It was just super scary. I don't think anything like that has ever happened to me before.