As the petals wilt away...

[nydenden]

Life in California is really slow...sometimes I feel like I am riding in the fast lane and everyone else is like standing still. I want to get MORE OUT OF MY TIME IN CALIFORNIA! But it seems like a lot of ppl would rather just stay at home and watch television. I have all this energy, but no where to displace it...I feel trapped...and it only makes

Comments

[twirlingribbons]

*laughs at the insult you kept in you head*

yeah i feel your pain of wanting to do so much more.. sorry i like bail out.. cause then i realize i need to save my money.. which is why i need to get a job... booo...

but i wanna help little kids! granted I am not really a kid person but i want to do volunteer work!

but yeah on guam.. haha granted theres so much less to do there than in Cali, but i feel like I end up doing so much more on Guam, even if it is just driving around and eating...

[twirlingribbons]

PS. you know you can just ask to chill at my place and bum the internet off us instead of sitting in the CASA parking lot.

It's nice to have some company in the very quiet house i stay in. It honestly drives me crazy.

[comradelau]

did you seriously go to a parking lot to get internet? that's hella ghetto!! hahahah

[nydenden]

u gotta do what you gotta do. Internet is my life.

[twirlingribbons]

haha no lie. if i was you. i'd do the same thing just for a couple minutes of internet.

[sanriopsycho]

dont worry...i did that too once...except it was in the leboulanger parking lot and the security guy came by and was like...are u ok?? hahaha...god he scared me...

ooo volunteering. :) thats good! yeah i dunno whats up with that indian lady. but im glad u didnt say that...they might have kicked u out. hahah. kids are cute. they say pretty random things too tho...but then ppl always excuse them for it just cuz theyre young.

i wish i could say that if i was still in cali, i would explore with u...but i dunno if i could hahah. at least not all the time. im glad u got to go to the gay pride parade tho. pictures pictures!

miss u

Welcome to the real world

[reishinji]

Yup, looks like you experienced something that I`ve been experiencing here in Japan for the past year.

Imagine that...dealing with those types of conversations EVERY. FUCKEN. DAY. Shows how small the world is neh?