Christmas is coming on fast, but this year has no spirit. I have noticed a lot more shopping for some gift that with in a year no one will be able to remember who bought it for them. Maybe its because I'm older and pay more attention...There just seems to be less of those wonderful gifts that always mean so much. I must admit that I have gotten ( Read more... )

You know how you see something on TV or in the movies and its sooo dramatic. Its crazy that something like THAT happens to people... REAL people. Not just to fictional characters. Well some things are real. More real than anyone could ever have imagined. What if some ones life was a lie? Everything you knew about them... all the stories they told ( Read more... )

To be just like all the other girls... just to fit in to the ordinary world. What some people take for granted is amazing to me. Why do they get to be the way they are? Why am I this way? words..... to many... not enough time on earth.

~here

There is nothing wrong!!!whay can't people just accept that. anyways... like your so perfect!

Look around what do you see? nothing, that is because I have hidden all of me.

~Finally free of this burden and my star will soon shine bright

SNOW!!!!!!!! its everywhere! guess who is so excited she can hardly hold back from throwing snowballs at the other students.... yep its me. Not to mention that Jess and I duked it out in an after 8:30am ballet snow ball fight. the winner is to be determined :)

Perfect ( Read more... )

lets recap being away from school ( Read more... )

Punishment is hard to live with...

talking about it even harder...

~lost

"take it and run with it".... that is what I've done and look where it has gotten me.....

Its like I cant breath
Its like I cant see anything... nothing but you.
Its like I'm not me
....
No one saw through my games...

....look where its gotten me

~....