is it... I've made my decision. So this is goodbye...

Well, I'd like to apologise for not having been able to fulfill what I had set out to do. I promised all of you we'd bring this to a whole new level from the start, that it would be legendary, that our names would be carved in stone as the first and the successful. Looks like I failed.

Eagerness ( Read more... )

and try again...

come out of your cave walking on your hands, and see the world hanging upside down. You can understand dependence when you know the maker's hand.

I hope as hell that run was worth it... I'm not gettin younger and well, you either love or don't.

and I'm at home doing nuts. No motivation to do anything either. SO much for my last day being a teen. HAH

Hey you,

I'm here, for you. No more self-indulgence in my own selfish wants. I'm sorry I did not look your way because it was me always talking about others about me. Me is isolation. Me is important but you (and you, you, and you) makes me, Me.

The question of "I or i?" is only part of the equation. I tell myself it's not about I at the end but I ( Read more... )

I could do with a bit more...

- a boy I once knew?

- a girl I once knew?

- another person I once knew?

- and another?

- and another?

- and another?

- and another?

They're still in my heart. So do let me know how they're doing if you've dumped into them.

- Ragdoll

big goodbye...

- Ragdoll

thy wish, I shall be silenced with the darkest night. I steer head on along my planned course....