262 Days, 22 hours, and 30 minutes

Dec 08, 2013 21:44

since I last smoked rock. fuck. even now, when I should feel some sort of pride, I feel nothing but shame and dirtiness. I expect so much more from myself. It had been 12 YEARS since I last touched that drug, and then BAM! one hoot brought it all back and a year of binging later I finally put the pipe down and said enough is enough. now I'm 262 ( Read more... )

self-hatred. remorse, drug abuse, sobriety

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rabbidbunnies December 9 2013, 13:46:48 UTC
*hugs*

What you are going through is so tough, I can't even imagine!

You are doing such an awesome job of staying clean! Congratulations on getting your life back!

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