I still don't understand Seamus. That he can stand to touch me without violence or disgust, that he can make me want to touch him and be touched by him without recourse to wiles and craftiness is... frankly incredible. And terrifiying. It scares me, the way I want him. I can't... I won't ask those things of Seamus. And he deserves better than me ( Read more... )

What's all this, then?

I seem to have discovered the fabled and infamous "computer" community at last. I'm not entirely certain if this should make me pleased or nervous. Perhaps both.