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[nothing_except]

I am a truly disgusting person. Everything I cry about could have easily been avoided. Easily. Everything could still be perfect. My mom is on vacation and all of a sudden her daughter calls her bawling. "Mom, I can't breathe, I'm sick and I'm depressed, I don't know what to do." She said I should talk to someone. I can imagine it. "I want

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[greenxapplex]

man. I know exactly what you're saying. everything makes sense. how it feels to love one person so much more than anything on this planet. how nothing compares to that love. and how you make every choice for them. but then you do something you regret and cant take back and it puts your relationship in jeopardy and you're scared and want to cry and it hurts. and you feel like your heart has been ripped out and you feel like it keeps getting ripped over andn over. that's how I feel.

[_shadowsfall]

it sucks doesn't it. i'm sorry

[anonymous]

I'm sorry for everything and I like I've said, I still love you very much and well, remember that dream I spoke about? As soon as I woke up that morning, I wrote it down and here it is, straight out of my journal word for word...

Most Beautiful Dream"I was walking to the school parking lot and right next to the stairs there was a pool

[nothing_except]

aw that made me smile so much that my cheeks hurted! :D

Comment #2

[anonymous]

I wanted to tell you this today, but for some reason, it wouldn't come out. Since a couple days ago when you said you'd kill yourself, I had been worrying about you so much. Then I lost my phone 2 days ago so I had no way of finding out if something did happen to you. I couldn't text you or call you, I just kept hoping that if something did happen, your sister or one of your friends or someone would somehow get a hold of me a let me know what happened. I also kept thinking about what I'd do if they did tell me, I realized I would've just dropped everything I was doing, I would've forgotten about my reports, my finals, my plans...absolutely everything, taken all the money I have and bought a plane ticket to come and visit you and actually see and hope that you were doing fine, and ya. I just wish all this would've come out when we spoke today, but it didn't. From the bottom of my heart, I swear all of this is true and that I'd do that to absolutely noone else. I feel like I should be saying more to you, but I don't know what else to

[nothing_except]

aww baby. I need you, I love you too! you know how to bold type, you got skillzzz

Number 2+1, Breaks Over!

[anonymous]

Ok, I can't help but feel like shit for last night. Our conversation keeps going through my head, so I'm gonna answer now what I should've answered last night, if I remember everything right. You didn't have milk, maybe you should've tightened your bra some and you would've gotten milk, just like old times, but without spilling it this time, remember that? I teenk you doooo. And then, school! I think you should still go to school, unless you can think of some productive reason to quit, I don't think you should. I know you PP, you can do it, you've never let anything stop you before. As the guy from Waterboy says, "you can do eeeeet!". I've got faith in you, and besides you're almost done! What else what else...oh ya, ramen noodles! If that was right now, I'd be begging you for some, but last night I was friggin' stuffed so ya, that didn't work. And then umm..oo oo, I wanna take away my introductory "hey" away from last night and replace it with "hello!!". And ya, I can't remember much else, but if you do, let me know. Later!

[nothing_except]

yesss i do remember about the milk and the bra tightning. how could i forget!? yes school is a must. hello!! to you too! later boogerface

[anonymous]

Hi, I miss you.

[nothing_except]

howdy doo, i miss you too. oh rhyme, woo