so i blew the speakers out in my car. damn. but we are lookin for me a new car. hmm that could be exciting. but i'll miss the v6 maybe i could upgrade to a pretty lil v8. cross you fingers.

i dont like him anymore. i feel like a jurk. oh well. life will probably go on.

my lip is busted.

i just cant get that boy outta my head. W.H parking lot until ( Read more... )

its offical. i have the worst luck ever.
today i went to jess's house and my car wouldnt start (later to find out my dad forgot to change the oil filter thingy) so my dad comes to get me in his truck and we are using the thing that we pull behind the motor home to pull the car home, and so he got the car on the dolly and he had the window down in ( Read more... )

so weekends are nice. but i wanna get out of here for awhile my dad is driving me crazy. last night i hung out with colly erica and jess then me n jess drove around all night listening to music really really loud. no school monday. im supposed to hang out with ryckie today but i dunno, things always fall though with that boy but i think its my ( Read more... )

now im thinking too much. i need my jess and i needa talk to colly or maybe matt.but maybe this is just the result of me not trusting anybody... because of a certain somebody.but maybe its not and i might auctually be on to something cuz i used to do the same thing.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

ffffffuuuuuuccccckkkkkk.

pardon my language.

so friday jess literally kidnapped me cuz my dad was doing his bipolar thing.and then matt and ryckie came and picked us up from jess's house and we went and saw million dollar baby. aw you guys i had fun. and me n him held hands mmmhm. i bet your mad cuz you didnt getta hold his hand ( Read more... )

its a icy snowy mess!! and i've got my scarf.

me ryckie, matt, and colly were supposed to go bowling tonight but now we cant cuz the roads are iced over.. hmmm new plans any body?

they are callin for snow, which as much as i hate cold i hope it snows like crazy. i still have scars on my arm from the last time it snowed... 4 wheeler + rope+innertube= much fun

my camera is broke thanks to keith. i cried i love my camera with a freaking passion. its my baby.

yesterday i hung out with jess, jerry, and erika. and it was fun but ( Read more... )

man college is just not a good enough reason for me to stay motivated anymore. whats so rewarding about going to school another 4 years just so i can get a job that i will do every day for the rest of my life? i dont want that. i want something extraordinary.

i wanna have an adventure. i dont wanna know whats gonna happen next and i certainly dont ( Read more... )

so friday went to that show with erica and jess. saw 15 trillion people there that i havent seen in freaking forever. saw my cousins best friends band play.and then my ( Read more... )

life is just a party and parties arent ment to last.

( i was dreamin when i wrote this )