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Title: D.I.D Part 1
paring: Jaeho
rating: NC- 17
Summary: Jaejoong suffers from dissociative identity disorder(aka multiple personality disorder)
“I love you.” Yunho whispered huskily as he left hungry kisses down Jaejoong’s chest. Jaejoong clawed at Yunho’s shirt to pull him close, kissing him savagely on the lips as a reply. Yunho’s hands traced Jaejoong’s sides desperately. Wanting to touch and caress every part of Jaejoong before the inevitable happened, like so many other nights. Jaejoong pulled delicately away from the kiss. His eyes showing how nervous he was.
“Jae, what’s wrong?” Yunho brushed Jaejoong’s hair out of his face, so he could get a clear view of the porcelain beauty.
“Well, it’s just…” Jaejoong averted his gaze, trying to gather his words properly. Yunho waited patiently watching Jaejoong worriedly.
“I love you, but I feel that you don’t really love me and that you only say that to have sex with me..” Jaejoong still avoided Yunho’s gaze but subconsciously ran his fingers slowly up and down Yunho’s arms.
A large pout formed upon Yunho’s lips, “Boo, how could you think something like that?” Yunho’s eyes were filled with betrayal and confusion. Jaejoong bit his lip nervously, still trying to not gaze over at his lover. “Jae, I always tell you I love you because I mean it and I want you to know, my heart aches when I don’t tell you how I feel. I always try and prove my love to you. I’ve gotten beaten up, my tires slit, I even humiliated myself at a karaoke bar to sing a song just for you! I have wrote you songs, I always try and cheer you up when your sad, I even lost a dance battle for you! I swallowed my pride and lost. You must feel that I love you when I kiss you. Why do you always try and push me away? I’m not going to abuse you like your parents or leave you like all your other lovers.” Yunho felt himself breaking down.
“I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be so hard on you. But its just so hard to believe that the one I love loves me just as much.” Jaejoong nuzzled his head into Yunho’s chest. Yunho let out a sigh he felt as if a weight was lifted off his chest as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong to hold him. Yunho titled his head down and kissed Jaejoong lightly on the top of the head.
“What are you doing?!” Jaejoong growled pushing Yunho roughly away, causing Yunho to hit the floor with a crash. Yunho looked up frightened. Jaejoong touched his chest feeling the lack there off a shirt.
“You rapist!” Jaejoong snarled throwing his alarm clock at Yunho’s head.
“Wha-? I no, no” yunho shook his head frantically.
“Oh what? You want me to believe that I would allow such trash to touch me?” Jaejoong’s glare was burning another hole into Yunho’s heart.
“Hyungs, what’s going on?” Changmin asked barging in the door, Yoochun and Junsu following shortly behind.
“This sewer rat tried to rape me! How disgusting!” Jaejoong spat at Yunho before he grabbed his shirt off the floor and pushed through the others to get out of the room. Micky and Junsu went after Jaejoong.
“Hyung, are you alright?” Changmin asked kneeling down next to Yunho. Yunho was stifling his sobs while tears streaked down his cheeks.
“Why, why did it have to happen tonight?” Yunho pleaded. “He-he told me that he loved me.” He told Changmin before the sobs took over his shaking body. Changmin hugged Yunho close.
“He’ll be back to normal soon.” Changmin whispered rubbing Yunho’s back.
“No he won’t. soon he’ll be ‘hero’ all the time, the therapy isn’t helping!” Yunho cried into Changmin’s shoulder. Changmin didn’t know what to say to his leader. SO he just held him as he cried, Everyone was having a difficult time with Jaejoong’s diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder, but the blow hit Yunho hardest. One of Jaejoong’s alter personalities ‘Hero’ as it called himself hated Yunho completely and barely seemed to know who he was.
paring: Jaeho
rating: NC- 17
Summary: Jaejoong suffers from dissociative identity disorder(aka multiple personality disorder)
“I love you.” Yunho whispered huskily as he left hungry kisses down Jaejoong’s chest. Jaejoong clawed at Yunho’s shirt to pull him close, kissing him savagely on the lips as a reply. Yunho’s hands traced Jaejoong’s sides desperately. Wanting to touch and caress every part of Jaejoong before the inevitable happened, like so many other nights. Jaejoong pulled delicately away from the kiss. His eyes showing how nervous he was.
“Jae, what’s wrong?” Yunho brushed Jaejoong’s hair out of his face, so he could get a clear view of the porcelain beauty.
“Well, it’s just…” Jaejoong averted his gaze, trying to gather his words properly. Yunho waited patiently watching Jaejoong worriedly.
“I love you, but I feel that you don’t really love me and that you only say that to have sex with me..” Jaejoong still avoided Yunho’s gaze but subconsciously ran his fingers slowly up and down Yunho’s arms.
A large pout formed upon Yunho’s lips, “Boo, how could you think something like that?” Yunho’s eyes were filled with betrayal and confusion. Jaejoong bit his lip nervously, still trying to not gaze over at his lover. “Jae, I always tell you I love you because I mean it and I want you to know, my heart aches when I don’t tell you how I feel. I always try and prove my love to you. I’ve gotten beaten up, my tires slit, I even humiliated myself at a karaoke bar to sing a song just for you! I have wrote you songs, I always try and cheer you up when your sad, I even lost a dance battle for you! I swallowed my pride and lost. You must feel that I love you when I kiss you. Why do you always try and push me away? I’m not going to abuse you like your parents or leave you like all your other lovers.” Yunho felt himself breaking down.
“I’m sorry. I don’t mean to be so hard on you. But its just so hard to believe that the one I love loves me just as much.” Jaejoong nuzzled his head into Yunho’s chest. Yunho let out a sigh he felt as if a weight was lifted off his chest as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong to hold him. Yunho titled his head down and kissed Jaejoong lightly on the top of the head.
“What are you doing?!” Jaejoong growled pushing Yunho roughly away, causing Yunho to hit the floor with a crash. Yunho looked up frightened. Jaejoong touched his chest feeling the lack there off a shirt.
“You rapist!” Jaejoong snarled throwing his alarm clock at Yunho’s head.
“Wha-? I no, no” yunho shook his head frantically.
“Oh what? You want me to believe that I would allow such trash to touch me?” Jaejoong’s glare was burning another hole into Yunho’s heart.
“Hyungs, what’s going on?” Changmin asked barging in the door, Yoochun and Junsu following shortly behind.
“This sewer rat tried to rape me! How disgusting!” Jaejoong spat at Yunho before he grabbed his shirt off the floor and pushed through the others to get out of the room. Micky and Junsu went after Jaejoong.
“Hyung, are you alright?” Changmin asked kneeling down next to Yunho. Yunho was stifling his sobs while tears streaked down his cheeks.
“Why, why did it have to happen tonight?” Yunho pleaded. “He-he told me that he loved me.” He told Changmin before the sobs took over his shaking body. Changmin hugged Yunho close.
“He’ll be back to normal soon.” Changmin whispered rubbing Yunho’s back.
“No he won’t. soon he’ll be ‘hero’ all the time, the therapy isn’t helping!” Yunho cried into Changmin’s shoulder. Changmin didn’t know what to say to his leader. SO he just held him as he cried, Everyone was having a difficult time with Jaejoong’s diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder, but the blow hit Yunho hardest. One of Jaejoong’s alter personalities ‘Hero’ as it called himself hated Yunho completely and barely seemed to know who he was.