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[notanarthropod]

... Is it bad that I can't forgive people like that?

Wishing happiness on anyone like that bastard who killed my father for a stupid reason like that... I can't do it. Miss Aya knew that she was wrong, and she was sad and she regretted it. I'm not saying I want them to suffer, but- It's not wrong that I want them to at least pay for their actions in

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[bluespring]

Katsuragi-san?

[notanarthropod]

Yes?

[bluespring]

Did you and Fuu-san get into a fight?

[notanarthropod]

Oh, you saw that? N-no, it wasn't really anything that could be considered a fight! We just disagreed a little on a serious subject, that's all.

[immortal_vino]

Why would you want to wish happiness on someone who did something like that?

[notanarthropod]

I guess some people are just kinder than I could ever be.

[immortal_vino]

Kinder than me, too.

[notanarthropod]

There probably aren't many people in the world like that, huh...

[suze_querida]

They're are bad people in the world. You don't have to forgive them.

Some people can, but that's pretty rare.

[notanarthropod]

That's a relief. I was worried it was strange of me to think so...

[suze_querida]

Nope. If someone had murdered my father I'd never forgive them.

[notanarthropod]

It's not even that I want him to suffer, I just can't think that he deserves happiness...

[peoplesprincess]

The people who wish happiness on bad people are the stupid ones.

[notanarthropod]

That's not true. They have their own reasons for thinking the way they do. It doesn't make them stupid.

[peoplesprincess]

They shouldn't force those reasons onto everybody else.

[notanarthropod]

That applies to everyone on every subject, doesn't it? But people will still do it anyway, because they have very strong beliefs and they want them to be understood.

[guiltapalooza]

It's not bad, Yako. When you're hurt it's hard to forgive anyone.

I'm not sure if I think if everyone deserves happiness, but there are some evil people out there that aren't really evil, or aren't evil all the time. It's hard to know.

[notanarthropod]

Mm. People aren't born inherently evil or anything, so I can't really judge someone without knowing where they're coming from - but that's sort of in human nature, to do that. ... But, killing my dad just because he wanted to see my reaction, that's...

[guiltapalooza]

My computer teacher was killed for... for pretty much the same reason. But Angel isn't like that all the time, and when he has his soul he... well, I'd be hard-pressed to find someone more remorseful.

But I can understand if Giles or Buffy or you can't forgive people like that. If it was someone close to me, I'd have a hard time.

[notanarthropod]

I could forgive him if he thought that what he did was wrong at all, or if he felt guilty for all the people he's killed, but...