I went driving today. I was verrrrrry scared. But I went 45 miles an hour. It was faaaaaast.

( Stop burning bridges, and drive off of them, so I can forget about you )

Happy Birthday Matt...Happy 17th Birthday.

( Fake the way you hold me. Fake the way you look into my eyes...It gets me every time )

Fuck this shit.
I quit.
I don't know why I even tried in the first place.

( Fuckin right doggie )

So I'm leaving in like 10 mins to go get Tabi...then I'm off to Donald's house so that when 4am rolls around we can just leave for Jersey. I have an overall good feeling about the trip. I was really excited at first, then I wasn't going to even go..Now I'm just ready to have fun.
But I must go now.
I love you all. ♥

JANUARY ( Read more... )

So...Bamboozle is coming up soon...I'm excited. Not really wanting to deal with all the stupid drama. But thats whats bound to happen when you take 6 girls and a guy and try to cram them into one van for 8 hours...or into 2 hotel rooms. But I'll deal. I have the same feeling about this trip as Tabi does...I need to get out of PA for a few days and ( Read more... )

I give up
I give up
I give up

I give up on life, cuz it sucks.
I can't fake being happy
I just can't.

I can be happy for my friends.
I just can't be happy for me.
I'm falling apart inside.

Life will always let me down no matter how well I think things are going.