Hot.  It's hot.  Didn't have weather on Serenity.  Almost forgot what it feels like.

Simon?  Are you hot, too?  You're always so dressed up.

Simon's here!  Got here a few days ago!  He's here!  My big brother is such a boob but he always comes for me.  I knew he would.  He's my big brother!

Met all sorts of people now.  Simon still isn't used to all the different people here, but he will.

There were irises on my bed.  Haven't seen real irises since before the Academy...

Blanket!  Soft and warm.  Reminds me of Kaylee.  Kaylee used to leave things for me sometimes ( Read more... )

Raining raining pouring.  Smells bad.  Like Simon's clothes after he came back from his ER rotations in the trauma center.  Wish it would go away.  Staying inside but it smells bad here, too.  Unhappiness everywhere almost ( Read more... )

Back.  Things coming back.  So many people less broken.  Strange darknesses floating swirling back where they should be where light is there too.  Echoes are different.  Not like home.  Home is where Simon is.  Not here.  Hear everything but noiser and quieter and different.  THEY are not here.  Others say they can help.  Simon says I'm getting ( Read more... )

Schuldig is broken.  Can't find him, but he's broken.  Needs help but can't help him.  He was trying to take care of me.  I have to find a way to help him.

New person to meet, though.  Jaenelle.  Have to find her.

Busy.  They're all so busy.  New friends new things to do.  Busy.

Trying to talk to people but talking is hard.  Words get lost they are torn away sometimes away.  Try to speak but they turn on you and hide.  You can hear them laughing but they won't come.  Just out of reach.

Want to talk with others but the words don't work they don't understand

I have new friends!

Have to find others.  Don't know others but have to find them.  Meet them.  Schuldig in pieces.  She was in the other room they didn't know but she was there and she heard the pain heard the pieces falling leaves off the trees beautiful but dead.  But trying to protect her.  And Beautiful Blue trying, too.  Still loud but feels better.  But then it ( Read more... )

Disappeared.  Talking then gone.  Like lights that shine and then disappear.  Fireflies in a meadow at night.  Where do they go?

So quiet so loud no no can't hear too loud can hear everything not nothing saying too many things playing not playing everywhere.

This isn't home.  Daddy isn't coming for us.