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nosoul_nomind

5th Fight - Stage 5

Jul 14, 2011 15:09

[Barton hates the phone. But she doesn't know what else to do. There are some things that need to be said. Her voice is quiet, and as usual, monotone.]I... don't know if I want to leave this place. I hate it, but back home I had nothing. All I had done for the last thirty-five years is look for the man who ruined my life, and I was running out ( Read more... )

event: speak up, wtf is a communist anyway, share and share alike

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brbgoing2russia July 14 2011, 19:39:16 UTC

Oh my god.

Are you okay? What if they come for you?!

nosoul_nomind July 14 2011, 20:08:27 UTC

I dunno. I feel... pretty weird, I guess.

I'll deal with that if it happens.

brbgoing2russia July 14 2011, 21:12:11 UTC

Well, yeah. Spilling that kind of stuff out is pretty weird.

nosoul_nomind July 14 2011, 21:20:52 UTC

I don't usually like talkin' so much. I can't tell if it's the town messin' with my head again, or... Or if was really time to get all that shit out there.

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justdumbluck July 14 2011, 19:47:57 UTC

...Barton?

What the hell are you doin'?

nosoul_nomind July 14 2011, 20:09:10 UTC

...I don't know. I'm not even completely sure what a communist is, other than I am one. I shouldn't be one, but I am.

(Stage 2) Sorry, I forgot to mention that justdumbluck July 14 2011, 20:14:59 UTC

That doesn't even make sense.

And why would you say it over the phone? Don't they hate communists here?

nosoul_nomind July 14 2011, 20:46:30 UTC

It doesn't make sense to me either. But it's like... somewhere deep down I get it. I know it. I feel it. And that feeling made me tell everyone.

[She sounds confused by her own words.]

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[Stage Threeeee] bitemescumbag July 15 2011, 01:19:19 UTC

A'ight, I'm gonna feel like shit for asking, but I've gotta know. What... what's it like? Losing your soul.

[A pause, before he continues] I'm asking because mine was kinda dying off, back home. Came here before the curse finished, so I've got a bit more than just morbid curiosity about it.

nosoul_nomind July 15 2011, 01:46:54 UTC

... It's like bein' alive but dead. Ya start losing your emotions, your memories, any drive to do anything. You don't need to eat, sleep, or even breathe after awhile. If you die, you get right back up, right as rain, a few minutes later. I guess that's the only perk. It all feels awful but after awhile ya stop carin' about anything to notice.

bitemescumbag July 15 2011, 02:36:41 UTC

...Shit. Sorry. Didn't mean to make ya remember it outta malice. Just... had to know, you know?

nosoul_nomind July 15 2011, 04:15:01 UTC

It's something I think about on a daily basis so I guess that don't matter much. Sucks that you got cursed. Any way to fix it?

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a_crazygirl July 15 2011, 02:16:53 UTC

What are you doing? You aren't a communist, why does everyone keep saying tha- you don't have a soul?

[INTRIGUING.]

nosoul_nomind July 15 2011, 04:11:05 UTC

Yeah, I am. I don't know why or how or anything other than I am.

I do now, thanks to living here. But not back home.