It's been a while.

[nosocksforpengu]

I fcuk up.

Boy, do I fuck up.

I am yelled at.

Am I sad?

Sometimes.

Am I angry that I'm failing?

Sometimes. Sometimes I'm just indifferent. Or I think I'm indifferent and then my mom says something and I get angry, but at her.

But I'm really angry at myself and I'm too afraid to admit it.

I'm really so angry all the time, I don't know what to do.

and

Comments

[afternoon_plans]

don't give up
give it some time
read a new author
get coffee with me
love,
evelyn

[man_with_sticks]

wait, i didn't know you had a livejournal! or knew leah

[afternoon_plans]

to both those:

hell yeah!

[man_with_sticks]

your mom is having more of a negative effect on your life than even you realize