Title: I Am Not A Robot
Fandom: Avengers (Earth-616)
Subject: Tony Stark/Steve Rogers
Warnings: Spoilers for Civil War arc.
Notes: A Tony-centric Civil War mix. aka the mix full of angst and self-loathing. A matching Steve-centric CW mix can be found
here.
13 tracks & cover; includes The Hush Sound, Florence + the Machine, The National, and other artists.
MURDERER - Wintersleep
are we the lovers in July?
and then the lightning comes
oh, and it don't come back
you're gonna want it all back
you're gonna want it all
are you a violent man?
throwing the witches on the fire
they're gonna cut your neck
BEHIND BLUE EYES - The Who
no one knows what it's like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
no one knows what it's like to be hated
to be fated to telling only lies
but my dreams they aren't as empty
as my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance that's never free
no one knows what it's like
to feel these feelings like I do
and I blame you
no one bites back as hard on their anger
none of my pain and woe can show through
NO CURTAIN CALL - Maroon 5
I have no time for fear
or people in my ear
head down and running so fast
try not to dwell on the past
I’m fighting through this pain
and things I cannot change
running right into the flame
rather than running away
I AM NOT A ROBOT (Starsmith's 24 Carat Remix) - Marina and the Diamonds
you've been acting awful tough lately
smoking a lot of cigarettes lately
but inside, you're just a little baby
it's okay to say you've got a weak spot
you don't always have to be on top
better to be hated than love, love, loved for what you're not
you're vulnerable, you're vulnerable
you are not a robot
you're lovable, so lovable
but you're just troubled
YOU WERE A KINDNESS - The National
you were a kindness when I was a stranger
and I wouldn't ask for what I didn't need
everything's weird and we're always in danger
why would you shatter somebody like me
it doesn't work that way
wanting not to want you won't make it so
it doesn't work that way
don't leave me here alone
LITTLE LION MAN - Mumford & Sons
weep for yourself, my man,
you'll never be what is in your heart
weep, little lion man,
you're not as brave as you were at the start
rate yourself and rake yourself
take all the courage you have left
wasted on fixing all the problems
that you made in your own head
but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?
ROLLING IN THE DEEP - John Legend
the scars of your love remind me of us
they keep me thinking that we almost had it all
the scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
we could have had it all
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS - Apocalyptica
[instrumental]
NO LIGHT, NO LIGHT - Florence and the Machine
you want a revelation,
you wanna get it right
but it's a conversation
I just can't have tonight
you want a revelation
some kind of resolution
you want a revelation
no light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
a revelation in the light of day,
you can't choose what stays and what fades away
and I'd do anything to make you stay
no light, no light
no light
tell me what you want me to say
RUNNING UP THAT HILL - Placebo
and if I only could make a deal with God
and get him to swap our places
be running up that road
be running up that hill
be running up that building
if I only could, oh...
you don't want to hurt me
but see how deep the bullet lies
unaware that I'm tearing you asunder
there is thunder in our hearts, baby
so much hate for the ones we love
tell me, we both matter, don't we?
BLEED FOR ME - Saliva
all I ever wanted
was to be at your service
but now I'm alone
cause you were here and you're gone
and all I ever wanted
was to feel I had a purpose
but now that's all gone
A SADNESS RUNS THROUGH HIM - The Hoosiers
people are puppets held together with string
there's a beautiful sadness that runs through him
as he asked me to pray to the God he doesn't believe in
time and again boys are raised to be men
impatient they start, fearful they end
but here was a man mourning tomorrow
he drank, but finally drowned in his sorrow
he could not break surface tension
he looked in the wrong place for redemption
DON'T WAKE ME UP - The Hush Sound
don't wake me up
I am still dreaming
the story's undone
unravel at the seams
don't wake me up
death is misleading
and when I fall asleep
sleep with your ghost
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