0. do you cut? Kinda ( Read more... )

I guess I am fine guys... If you don't care then too bad. I'm with Lizzy, guys are retarded.. Hm. Next year I get aerobics and drivers ed each for a semester of their own, Drama I, French I, English Honors II, Geometry, Marine Science Honors, and American history. I should have checked the honors for American History and seen if they would have ( Read more... )

10 songs youre currently addicted to ( Read more... )

I want to die. I want to die. I want to die ( Read more... )

This is obviously VERY old, but I haven't been on el jay for a long time cept for that one time at school, so you know. xoxoxox ( Read more... )

Hm. I hate our government... Ugh. And I hate my boss. Since when are bosses allowed to call you a bitch to your face? Who knew? And I hate my dad. He criticizes me for everything. I hate my love life, because I don't know where the hell it is going. I hate my mom because she doesn't care that she is killing me. I hate H&R Block because they fucked ( Read more... )

Hey guys... I'm at school.. It is rainy, and my teacher isn't here. Realistically, we aren't supposed to be online, but the sub is like, ahahaha! I am gonna sleep! Sleep! Hm. So, you know. She is an evil lady too. Wow. Today was the first time I had ever really eaten in the cafeteria. I was stealing fries off of Williams plate. Hm, so was everyone ( Read more... )

Hey guys! I suck at life. Yep, you heard it from my fucking lips. Yes, yes, yes! No happy! No happy at all! Life sucky sucky five dolla! Ugh. I HATE BEING BIPOLAR! ME NEVER HAPPY! I NEED MEDS! BUT I CAN'T HAVE MEDS BECAUSE WHEN I HAVE MEDS, I OD! NO PILLS FOR ME! NO HAPPY PILLS! NONE! SHELBOB NO HAPPY DUE TO LACK OF HAPPY PILLS AND ROMANCE ( Read more... )

Hm. Wow. I haven't been online in a while, have I? There has been a lot of drama. Teenagers these days, right? Dude, Kyle, I love you.... Ugh. Guys, I am never gonna do ANYTHING to hurt myself ever again... I am tired of hurting people. I knew it hurt people before, but I dunno, seeing someone soooo close to me, hurt themselves like that, hurts me ( Read more... )

I should be happy. I really should. But OMG... if you only knew. I am shaking worse than normal, I feel sicker than normal, and other things are worse than normal. Me= wants to run down my street screaming motherfucking niggers, shoot me... You know, that would help me a lot right now. I AM SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY! YESTERDAY AND TODAY SEEMED SOOOOO ( Read more... )