i almost made it.

[nomme_de_plume]

i almost made a year. almost. just a few more weeks and i would be one year without doing that. but i did. and it hurts. i almost forgot how it feels the morning after. my eyes are swollen; face is ashen. I hate feeling this way, knowing that if I tell anyone here what I did, the consequences would envelope me.

Comments

[ratherbewater]

*hugs* It's hard. I started again after 2 1/2 years. You can start over again.

[uscangod]

Hugs you. Just dust your self off and get back on that horse. That is not a good analogy but that’s about all I can think of. Hope your doing better today.

Hugs

Dave