it has never poored out of me the way it has in the last few weeks, i must have filled up three note books, and i started playing bass and am figureing it out pretty quick.i just hold my little green stone in my hand, close my eyes and let it flow in to me. you would think they would be sad songs, and all though i cry when i sing them they are ( Read more... )

your happy, good bye forever.

stop

it dosnt feal good, i throw up a lot, i thought my life was figured out. i thought my love was true. if i knew she wouldnt then i would be ok. but she did and she would again. its in her now, the blackness that consmes souls and eats off of the week. i will always love her but she wil always love every one else just a little more.

home in a few weeks. hmm

i think i have a drinking problem, well i will deal with it when i get back from the bar.

today i thought about u. just thought you should know that i still do. i almost called you today, but didn't have any idea what to say. when i think about you i feal hopeless inside, like no mater how i end up in life i will only be getting second best. i thought hard about what you have done. and i dont care, i miss you so much and i am in pain ( Read more... )

well in the field wont be posting anything for 9 days

Stolen from karen ( Read more... )

evan:hey simas will take one for the team
simas: sigh
evan:come on big guy
simas: how drunk and how fat
evan:theres are boy
simas:ok but u owe me, twisslers, and not that black crap
evan:youl eat it and youl like it.
simas:danm you