Feel better, but I'm still fat. I hate the way I look in clothes! And naked of course! I feel better, but I haven't changed! Ok, it's only been a day, but I feel like I ought to LOOK thinner.
Oh, I now know where to shop if I want to be shamelessly hit upon; the 75th ave Wal-mart on Lower Buckeye at 7pm. I felt somewhat better about my appearance, ( Read more... )

I was wrong, it's not stacker 3's the Relacore is suppose to be pared with, it's Zantrex 3. So now I have to go back to the store and get those.
I hope they work!! I would love to get skinny. I'm so tired though, I don't know why. I go to bed at a decent time, 10:30-11 and get up at around 7 something, of course I don't sleep the whole night, but I ( Read more... )

Bought  Stacker 3's and Relacore today. Read in a mag that they go well together so I'm going to try it. Nano slim is crap and doesn't work!! Hmmm, maybe the three together? Anyway, feel good, stayed under 1000. I'll see what tomorrow brings with all the drugs.

I pigged out again. Not as bad as it COULD have been, but I ate 2 Pillsbury cinnamon buns for a grand total of 300cals. They were so yummy! I was craving again. Not hungry, just needing to fill that void. I feel gross but I don't feel like there's really much to throw up. Haven't done that for a while. I was hoping hubby wouldn't come home till ( Read more... )

This weekend was horrible. It has been years since I wanted to end my life as badly as I did Saturday night. I planned who I would send letters to and what they would say. It was horrible and I cried for hours, but it is something I cannot speak to hubby about.
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